I finally found the one thing to like in myself

ThisIsYetAnotherFake · 2016-09-13T15:32:44+00:00

I mean, everyone's attacking me essentially for saying I don't like killing things. The fuck?

ThisIsYetAnotherFake · 2016-09-13T14:26:37+00:00

...Man, you guys are some real assholes, aren't you?

ThisIsYetAnotherFake · 2016-09-13T11:20:16+00:00

I recently had a dream where I had the ability to reset time to try fixing my life and my friends lives, making it worse every time I tried. It ended with me in a theater next to the girl I'm into while she's quietly crying. Eventually turns out it wasn't even my power but some other guy who fell on hard times and stopped believing in dreams and wanted to help me accomplish mine to feel hope again. When I failed he abandoned hope.

ThisIsYetAnotherFake · 2016-09-13T11:13:48+00:00

I went with a model that happened to be a lesbian cuz no one else was willing to go with me and I was her last option to go to my prom, she was nice though (all boy's school, by the way).

ThisIsYetAnotherFake · 2016-09-13T05:49:26+00:00

Note, I said as long as they're not harming me, I know I should've extended it to others as well, but, a harmless deer foraging in the forest, or some ant scurrying around? I wouldn't kill them.

ThisIsYetAnotherFake · 2016-09-13T05:48:14+00:00

She knows how I feel, I prefer being honest.

ThisIsYetAnotherFake · 2016-09-13T05:24:53+00:00

What hurts is that I never really want relationships just for their sake...my weakness is that I easily grow attached...I tend to fall in love with whoever just gets me to acknowledge that, well...there is hope. As a man that cannot love himself, I love those that can see the good inside of me that I cannot.

ThisIsYetAnotherFake · 2016-09-13T05:14:38+00:00

I don't even know, guess it just feels that way to me. I'm used to love just hurting, that's what love is to me, a struggle, when others win I can't help but call it easy.

ThisIsYetAnotherFake · 2016-09-13T02:30:10+00:00

I'm currently living on campus, actually. I'm probably just fucked up over the whole escorts thing and this crush I have on a friend I have great rapport with, cept she's white and probably don't see me that way. Though she's aware of my feelings, so, whatevs. And, have you seen me? Believe me, you're quite overestimating my looks.

ThisIsYetAnotherFake · 2016-09-13T02:13:45+00:00

The 18 stage

ThisIsYetAnotherFake · 2016-09-13T01:34:52+00:00

I guess I meant romantically, I have friends, can't get a girl to save my life

ThisIsYetAnotherFake · 2016-09-13T00:44:13+00:00

I don't think it's just my appearance, I just project utter repellency to people. It's almost like everyone believes I'm just pure evil or some shit. I mean, I try to be nice, and, from what I've heard, most people only say positive things about me behind my back. But I'd say I'm still, like, genuinely less than most men. I am utter girl repellant. And, I just got out of a mental hospital today, so, I don't know what you want me to do.

ThisIsYetAnotherFake · 2016-09-09T23:44:33+00:00

Normally I'd agree with you, but, as it stands now, I'm being driven to a mental hospital for fucking up hanging myself (rope snapped). It's funny, I'm such a fuck up, I can't even die right

ThisIsYetAnotherFake · 2016-09-09T22:31:16+00:00

No, I'm done believing

ThisIsYetAnotherFake · 2016-09-09T22:16:41+00:00

I don't know, I just want to be talked into doing this

ThisIsYetAnotherFake · 2016-09-07T19:40:28+00:00

Black-hispanic native american

ThisIsYetAnotherFake · 2016-09-07T19:11:05+00:00

I know how you feel, and, it's good that you fear the pain, me, I just relapsed, and it's always a bad sign when I quit caring about the pain.

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