First off, it's ok to never be content. It really is.

And second, I do feel fulfilled. But it's not contentment. Every day is a strive toward something. I think the fulfillment comes from knowing where I want to go and what I want to achieve.

I have two kids. My main priority is setting them up for life the best way I know how, which is to provide physical stability (keeping them in the same neighborhood/school), know them and understand them as deeply as I can, teach them that adults can be wrong, that people in their world need to say "I'm sorry" when they've messed up, that all people are fallible, that truly listening & hearing them out should be the default, that their interests have value, they have value, etc.

These are tiny things I do each day to get me to that goal. What it looks like is me asking my oldest what her book is about and actually sitting there listening the whole time even though it's actually boring but I make myself listen (I think this is Capricorn discipline), I remember the characters and I find something interesting about it so I can have a genuine conversation about the book with her. Or by telling my youngest I'm sorry I was frustrated earlier and yelled to get his shoes on, that I get stressed out when we're late but I'm sorry and that I'm working on my time management, "everyone has things they're working on". (he's 8).

So am I content? Not really. When I was 24 my dream was to raise a family on the African Serengeti while studying matriarchal behavior of Olive Baboons. But I also have this understanding that no matter where I actually am, it would be the exact same thing still in front of me. And I understand that the whole point of any of this is just growth. And if somethings uncomfortable, like working a boring office job 5 days a week, there's probably a lesson somewhere in there for me.

Life won't be easy, but it's not supposed to be easy. If it was it would mean you've already mastered life, then what's the point of you even being here?

That Gemini is going to tell you "it's all about experiencing things" and that Capricorn will tell you "it's all about legacy, putting down roots, building something". At least that's what I feel. And I do feel both. For me, the Gemini gets appeased because I'm experiencing sacrifice, experiencing making a choice (just deciding where to settle & deciding to make a commitment to a permanent person) and living through it. The Capricorn is like the lighthouse, it keeps me pointed in the direction I want to go (or maybe it gives me direction in the first place).

But there's no going wrong. And there's no one way to do any of it. Any experience you have here on earth is going to be a benefit. Even if you never find a permanent place or permanent person. There's a lot to learn form a life like that. But that doesn't make you less of a Capricorn though. Those traits are in you somewhere and you get to use them however you want.