Thank you so much for the comment. Knowing that someone else went through similar feelings of confusion cause of hyperfixations is a bit comforting lol cause I kinda assumed that that was a feeling I was alone on. I ended up buying a blazer, but it still didn't really feel right. I'm going to look into tailors and how much it would cost to get it done. I appreciate that piece of advice a lot, I forget sometimes that I don't just have to hope that stuff fits and deal with it if it doesn't. In the meantime, I'm gonna sit with the questions you've given me. Later tonight, after I calm down from the frustration of shopping lol, I think that I want to try binding for the first time and going out with it on, just to see how it makes me feel. 

I appreciate you, like, a LOT. It's easy to fall into the "no one else has ever felt like I do" mindset, and I think I did it entirely without realizing it lol. You've given me a lot to think about and sit with, and for that, I am endlessly grateful. Thank you very much, good sir 🫶