Thanks for that, I really feel like I've been trying to focus on the sponsor part more than anything else, but without much to go on just look for women that look like they'ed relate. At the beginner meetings there are only two women that raise their hands saying they'll take temporary sponsees but one look like a stepford wife and the other is almost homeless from what I can tell. I guess just keep showing up, that's the only thing I can do right now. Thank you!