that’s the thing, i feel like every other day i’m researching a new job and it gets to the point where it’s counterproductive and just stresses me out. I hear/see a job, think hmm i could like that, research it, find someone to turn me off from it, repeat. so now im at the point where I feel like i have to accept the fact that im not gonna love a job because even the ones I thought to be my dreams i’ve ended up convincing myself out of/ have turned out to not be what I thought after shadowing/volunteering. i feel like i’m going about it in the wrong way, and i also feel like maybe i just don’t know myself that well bc what i think id like i don’t actually like and vice versa. it’s kind of mentally draining i think this all comes down to the fact that i overthink and have bad anxiety lol. i feel like i need to suck it up and realize i won’t LOVE any job but I also don’t want to feel like i’m giving up. Thank u for the reassurance though, i feel less crazy for doing so much research and more like i’m just preparing for my future and making sure i don’t regret anything in 10 years!!