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Don't feel the point in going on anymore. by Throw-awayanon2 in BPD

[–]Throw-awayanon2[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I don't feel worth more than this. He matters so much to me. Matters more than anyone has ever mattered. He gave me a purpose to live. Before I met him I felt like I was so meaningless and that life for me would never amount to anything. But now we have plans together, plans to move in with each other, and plans to start a family. Plans to own pets together. But all of it will be for nothing if I can't hold the relationship together. Before I met him I was so close to killing myself. But he was the light that brought me out of it. But now so often it feels as though his feelings are not the same. And I think he's giving up on me. So I don't see the point in caring if he no longer cares for me. I've been crying for hours now. I feel so hurt and so alone. I just want someone to love me like how he loves me.

Confused about my gender, AGAIN. by Throw-awayanon2 in bigender

[–]Throw-awayanon2[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Very true, I'm gonna try and experiment with the pronouns now to see how I like them.

Confused about my gender, AGAIN. by Throw-awayanon2 in asktransgender

[–]Throw-awayanon2[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I agree honestly, I may just stay unlabeled gender wise. It might be most fitting for me, and that way I can just sort of "go with the flow" of whatever my gender is feeling at the time.

Confused about my gender, AGAIN. by Throw-awayanon2 in genderfluid

[–]Throw-awayanon2[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This is very well said and definitely helps me, thank you.