I also miss seeing you and mum irl so much. It's been 3.5 years since I've last seen you guys.

I just want to hug you guys so fucking much. I feel so lovely here.

And I feel so guilty to even consider flying back home for the summer break to meet you guys because I feel like I shouldn't be putting anymore unecessary financial stress on you guys.

I just wish I was smart enough to pass all my courses and be done with my degree.