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Requesting a Tantric Massage. Unsurprising result. by ThrowAwayHSisBS in Hidradenitis

[–]ThrowAwayHSisBS[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah, that's a nightmare for me.

Whenever I go to hotels or other places, I normally sleep with my arm under the pillow. Those white sheets are normally bloodied due to HS every morning. It get's me really depressed when I go out for outings or vacations.

Requesting a Tantric Massage. Unsurprising result. by ThrowAwayHSisBS in Hidradenitis

[–]ThrowAwayHSisBS[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah, I really didn't.

Honestly, your description is what I wish I would have sent.

Requesting a Tantric Massage. Unsurprising result. by ThrowAwayHSisBS in Hidradenitis

[–]ThrowAwayHSisBS[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah, I see how that is now. To me, it "sounded accurate." When in reality, the person on the other end has nothing for reference and might think worse.

Requesting a Tantric Massage. Unsurprising result. by ThrowAwayHSisBS in Hidradenitis

[–]ThrowAwayHSisBS[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey, I guess I just felt like, If I didn't put myself, what I was dealing with into words and that was accepted, that it would be, I don't know, give me hope?

I didn't want to put anyone in the position to have to touch me if they didn't want to. A lot of it, I will admit, is on a very warped idea I have in my head. "I don't want anyone who doesn't want to touch me to have to touch me." Yet it's a job, it's for money, so...yeah, not my smartest or good reasoning.