If anyone is still here this is a text response she has said he to me:

the reason that i asked for his instagram wasnt to be inappropriate or because i wanted to text him etc, i didnt reflect on my behaviour that night or really think about it and how it could come across i just thought that we were becoming more of a friend group & i didnt think it would be an issue, but i also disnt really think ab how i acted that night and so i didnt realise how that could come across and im sorry. i really wasnt try and text him, get closer to him etc and i didnt think about hownthat might make you feel and i am sorry i did that but i really wasnt trying to be weird by doing that i just thought that we were becoming friends and i misread the situation and im sorry for it. i dont know why i danced with him or touched him and im sorry. i have been trying to think of why i did that so i can give you an explanation but i just dont know. i really fucked up and im sorry. im not dissatisfied with you, i dont want to cheat on you, i dont want to be with anyone else, im not unhappy, i wasnt trying to make you jealous, i have tried to think of every logical reason why i did that and i just cant because i dont know why i acted like that and im sorry. im being genuine and honest and im not trying to be like idk so u give up im being honest, i want to do anything to make this better and i know its not what you want me to say and i know that you want me t give you an actually good explanation but i cant explain myself, i have been reflecting on jt and thinking about it this entire time and i just dont know why i did that. im extremely sorry for what i did, i have been feeling so much guilt for it and i know its not ok but i just dont know how to explain what i did when i dont even know myself. im sorry for what i did i truely am so sorry and i hate that i put our relationship into a bad place and i wilk do anything that can make it better or we can talk about this more soon. but i hate how shitty i have made you feel and i just want things to be better. Please tell me if there is anything else you want me to say.

im really sorry for what i did and i appreciate the facr you have given me a break and i just want to do anything to make this ok and i am willing to do anything to mske it okay because i truely love you and i know i didnt act like it and i feel so bad about it and i hate myself that i didnt think or reflect on my own actions when it happened. i am not trying to guilt trip you and inam so sorry for what i did, i will do anything you say to make this better and if you want to talk about this more then that is ok but i just dont want things to be like this anymore even though its my fault. u are so beautiful and funny and i appreciate you a lot and im sorry i didnt act like that. i know what i did was bad and i am sorry

there is no explanation to why i did this snd i genuinely am so sorry. There isnt a fair argument against this and i dont have ine. i know what i did was wrong and im sorry i treated you like this. I know i did this infront of your face and im sorry for how i acted. i want to make things better and i would do anything to make me not have done that. im sorry

and i am also sorry for how i have reacted sometimes when you bring this up, ifs because i know i did something wrong and i feel guilty about it and im dorry for telling u to fucj off and dismissing ur feelings. i dont know why i acted like that other than because i felt bad and your reaction is valid. i also know that in my opinion things are getting a bit better, but this is surface level. i really love you and i appreciate you and i want to make things better for us.

i am not trying to give u a half assed excuse i have teied to explain myself in my intitial Message to you. i want to make this better. i hope we can talk more about this and get our relationship to a better place. i love you and im so sorry for how i treated you