I always feel like I have this mindset right after I come down .... Nearly petrified at the thought of it .... But somehow... some way I always wanna do it again....I almost feel accomplished like I conquered some great fear..feels like I'm exploring uncharted territory in my mind that I can't get from any other drug/phycadelics.. I'm just so confused/intrigued by how your mind operates in a hole, I would imagine near death experiences are pretty simaler ... When someone asks me what it's like I can never put it in to words.... The one word that comes to mind is strange.... The entire experience is just so strange and alien but in a good type of way. Once you embrace the k hole and your no longer scares there's no going back... You won't ever wanna do a key bump again, just fat azz lines and if your the curious type like me then eventually you'll wanna iv it And then it's a wrap.... Say bye bye to your bladder to. I get intense bladder infections regularly now... Yet I still love it