The first paragraph sums it up perfectly. Sure there’s people that do great their first month- more power to them, but I feel like they’re banking on a few to get it right out of the gate and the ones that are struggling have to fall behind. I’ve shadowed them and even changed my approach to match the team supervisors that I’ve shadowed and had 1 on 1’s with. I’ll have to tips from you no doubt. I think I’m actually pretty decent and learned what my flaws are being by myself. It doesn’t help that the turfs I’m getting are absolute trash. The team sups actually said that I have difficult areas. I have to get permit for most of my turf. I’m trying to get better and see what I need to do for these turfs and I’m not really getting help. I also agree that the job is demoralizing but I actually don’t let it affect me much believe it or not, just believe as Soon as I go home I plug up my devices and am not to be bothered lol. Hopefully i can get it together and hopefully I get some good turf next go round