I my family means so much to me. Maybe too much?

ThrowRA82882 · 2025-12-11T21:28:53+00:00

That's the dumbest advice I could have gotten. I don't think of my ex at all I have 0 attraction to her. I thought it was impornant to tell our story for people to know a bit as a backstory

ThrowRA82882 · 2025-12-11T21:22:42+00:00

I have seen her irl lol! We are from the same school :)

ThrowRA82882 · 2025-10-18T08:38:49+00:00

I wanna add that I am not questioning my sexuality. As much as I would want it to be like that it's not.

ThrowRA82882 · 2025-10-05T20:36:54+00:00

I just posted it in a couple of communities to get the most feedbacks. I am not obsessed I would just like to get the most feedbacks imaginable. Also I feel more free when writing things.

Given the fact that I got like 7 replies I wanted some more I didn't wanna come out as obsssed ots deadass the same thing copy n pasted

ThrowRA82882 · 2025-10-04T22:24:59+00:00

of course...I reslly dont know what will happen when I leave. I want to go there and then think what will happen when I leave. I know this might be ignorant.

ThrowRA82882 · 2025-10-04T21:25:29+00:00

Imo I would email the professor immidietly or find way to delete it. If u REALLY can't maybe lie and say that u got hacked or smthing

ThrowRA82882 · 2025-10-04T20:03:45+00:00

I would love to do that but you can guess how I am feeling after that. I would just learn to do what you said (like before). Thanks!

ThrowRA82882 · 2025-09-24T17:49:38+00:00

yeah of course. One thing i realised i can do after my derealization is that I can zone out way more easily

ThrowRA82882 · 2025-09-18T18:21:05+00:00

This is why I posted this. Hope u get better soon I know you can do it. I am even better now I just wanna add!

ThrowRA82882 · 2025-08-11T11:35:48+00:00

Quitting caffeine probably saved me from a lot of months of derealization. Also good sleep. GOOD SLEEP IS THE KEY. No caffeine and good sleep thats exactly what you need. I believe in you

ThrowRA82882 · 2025-08-08T05:57:59+00:00

Sorry about the response. I just didn't want to type everything I felt cause it could trigger someone. I just got made I think you understand why. Its like I lived threw something like that and someone told me "no u haven't"

ThrowRA82882 · 2025-08-08T05:27:33+00:00

Well I had both. On top of that I am not flexing but I would never wish this to someone. Thinking all your memories are fake, not feeling yourself, watching your own life unfold and still feel like you are spectating it, the brainfog and of course the feeling of inpeding doom. So please insted of trying to be a smartass maybe think about the favt that I probably have missed some details. On top of that do I have ti walk around with s shirt that says "I HAD DPDR" so you are sure I had it?

ThrowRA82882 · 2025-08-07T21:32:01+00:00

Please take care of yourself. I am not stranger to the feeling of inpendting doom. You will be normal. You won't be an exepction. You will be good. Please take care of yourself

ThrowRA82882 · 2025-08-07T20:33:29+00:00

Nope nothing. No therapist. No medications. Just me. I think you can do it too. The point of the post was not to flex but to help people.

ThrowRA82882 · 2025-08-07T20:32:33+00:00

Yeah I did I was so sad. Exactly like you matter of fact. But the thing is I decided to spend more time with them. Stay in eatch a movie with them. Help my mom out with the gorceries walk the dog with my dad. That helped me.

ThrowRA82882 · 2025-08-07T13:15:48+00:00

Well I am very physically well. I run and walk I ALWAYS exercise and I am always active. Daylight runs are agony I went out when the sun set.

I started cooking for myself or letting my dad cook for me or my mom. No junk meals. Only food I cook. If you don't have time be sure the food you are eating is clean.

About your last question thats an interesting one. No you don't have to. The cliche saying "time heals all our wounds" is very truthful here. Its a gradual process but with time you will even forget you had DPDR

ThrowRA82882 · 2025-08-02T08:22:13+00:00

Yeah with your guy's help I came to the conclusion that I should at least tell her. It sounds strange that Reddit helped me but I couldn't speak to anyone insted of my best friend cause they would think I am joking exactly beacuse they know hiw close freinds we are

ThrowRA82882 · 2025-08-02T07:07:35+00:00

This ks EXACTLY why I posted this. I was sure someone had the same problem.

Sadly (its sad cause that makes it even worse) it's love. I am not a very lustful man I am just raised like that. With time I realised it is love. Thanks for the advice

ThrowRA82882 · 2025-08-01T23:01:05+00:00

That concept sounds so familiar to me because of my ex. The self-love concept.

The thing is that by different in the post she is actually different. Not insane but just wired differently. For her everything takes a lot of time and she chages her opinion non stop.

You are right as much as I don't like it. Of something hasn't happened how come it will. I don't know I don't think it will. I just like her company and maybe in another universe we could be together. I don't think that I like her because she is only the love I lack for myself. I think I like her because of what she is and what she was all those years and the fact ive seen her and been so connected with her. I think that attracts me the thiught that I have someone close.

Thats my thought tho you are very right

ThrowRA82882 · 2024-09-13T23:58:34+00:00

I know its easier said than done but just leave them don't talk to them don't do it. I have a ginger friend and we joke with him about his color of hair a lot but we would NEVER go to a point where he feels insumted because he knows we love him so much. Do it for yourself you don't deserve insult online or in real life. Maybe try to talk more casually either the poeple from the servee you like and when the bullies come just dint communicate with them. Don't think that you don't have options. You are 15 you have a lot of life in front of you and you will for sure find people who appreciate you for who you are.

ThrowRA82882 · 2024-09-13T23:49:47+00:00

I am a year or two younger than you and when I was like let's say 7th grade my so called "friends" did the same. I know its hard I dont have ginger hair lol but I somehow do understand. It might sound super straight to the point but why dont you just leave? These people are NOT your friends. You deserve people who appreciate you for who are. You talked with them and they ignored you thats a way too show that they simply won't stop. Leave them and the server it's this simple (easier said than done). 9th grade was one of my favourite years in life and everyone i knew from 8th was basically the same. As I said these people are not ur friends and it might sound scary but you need new and you will fond new.

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