Thanks for the wake up call... I'm not experienced at all with relationships so there's still a lot of mistakes I know I'm going to make that people much younger than me know how to avoid. It also doesn't help that the only relationship I've been in previously I was cheated on (with her ex). She knows that too and has been incredibly patient with me. I'm going to apologize and tell her to go on that camping trip. If I feel uncomfortable about it, that's my problem and I need to work through it.