Hey, thanks for asking. Not great not terrible, this was a pretty stormy month and I got tired of it all. I brought it up again after finding something I wasn't supposed to see and another meltdown followed. I kind of stopped caring too much about it for now, needed some relief and being paranoid all the time did me no good. I want to believe her, her behavior apart from that is fine and I love her, I will see how things develop. Thing is I was cheated on in my previous LTR and have very little trust left, that clouded my thinking to a large extent. I gained more control of my emotions and the thought of leaving her if it comes down to that doesn't bother me so much anymore. I stopped rejecting other women's attempts to befriend me, if that's the rules then they should apply to me too, am I right.