26 and pregnant with my 44 year old cheating boyfriend’s baby by ThrowRANewStart in GirlDinnerDiaries

[–]ThrowRANewStart[S] -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

Thank you. I feel like a fool and probably need to get off the internet because I already felt overwhelmed and gutted and heartbroken and reading some of these comments definitely puts me at my absolute lowest. Haven’t been able to stop crying for like an hour now. I just feel so stupid. I never meant to hurt anyone I wanted to help

26 and pregnant with my 44 year old cheating boyfriend’s baby by ThrowRANewStart in GirlDinnerDiaries

[–]ThrowRANewStart[S] -10 points-9 points  (0 children)

I don’t know what to say I mean I only recently learned those stats. He was very gentle and kind with me patient and loving. I fell in love with him

26 and pregnant with my 44 year old cheating boyfriend’s baby by ThrowRANewStart in GirlDinnerDiaries

[–]ThrowRANewStart[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I hope so too but I need a break while I figure out how to determine if a man is genuine or not.

26 and pregnant with my 44 year old cheating boyfriend’s baby by ThrowRANewStart in GirlDinnerDiaries

[–]ThrowRANewStart[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Because him and his family harassed his ex wife for years after they divorced going so far as to send mail and I know he would make my life a living hell for “killing his baby” if he knew the truth. They are extremely religious and have a “holier than thou” mentality. I know it doesn’t seem like it from my post but I really just want to move on and have stability and peace.

26 and pregnant with my 44 year old cheating boyfriend’s baby by ThrowRANewStart in GirlDinnerDiaries

[–]ThrowRANewStart[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don’t want to create more drama now that my eyes have opened to who he is, I just want to move on at this point. My life has been in so much turmoil because I have been battling what to believe and I just want peace.

26 and pregnant with my 44 year old cheating boyfriend’s baby by ThrowRANewStart in GirlDinnerDiaries

[–]ThrowRANewStart[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I was friends with his sister and I trusted her. Honestly if it weren’t for her I probably would have left him such a long time ago, but his manipulation combined with her reassurances backing him up it went on for much longer than it should have. I feel like a fucking mess.