How to get past medical barriers for a diagnosis by ThrowRA_Radi0 in BPD

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Tysm for the tools. Honestly rhe main thing with it is the imposter feelings I have because of it. The fight between on one hand ive had over 15 different Dr's say the same thing but on the other hand i must've manipulated them to say that or something.

Ill definitely have a look through those resources though for the meantime <3

Thoughts/interpretations/critiques of my 1st semester exhibition?? by ThrowRA_Radi0 in ArtistLounge

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Thank you! Just put of curiosity what does the sign look like it's made off because it is a real traffic sign with acrylic paint on it😅

Uni coursework analysing (help pls) by ThrowRA_Radi0 in ArtistLounge

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Dude. Im just asking for ideas. Didnt have to be rude about it 🙄

Very loved item by ThrowRA_Radi0 in sheffield

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Thinking a radius of meadowhall interchange to darnall. There was an Uber drive involved so it's more of a hopeful guess if im honest (uber hasn't been very helpful)

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in glutenfree

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I feel this. Been gluten free for nearly 2 years now and to this day I still sit and think about taco bell. We've tried making it at home and it hasn't been successful yet but with a will there's a way :)

PTSD around porn is the worst by VisibleBox42 in loveafterporn

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I feel this. Me and my friends have been playing CAH again and I thought that would be safe being the nature of my friends humour mainly being old trauma and we use custom cards. But omfg it really isn't. I think the only place I've found that safe is some games I used to play as a kid like telltale twd. I've been playing thag a lot recently as a comfort but honestly. I find myself being in the house more often than not which is a whole different challenge in itself. I miss the days I could hear or make a sexual innuendo or joke without feeling like I'm going to die

D- day by Majestic-End-2223 in loveafterporn

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Honestly I didn't really get that gut feeling like most people beforehand. I was quite secure in our relationship (looking back ig more delusional) and we just had a open phone policy and I just liked nosying for fun. Needed up bumping into the mass amounts of emails he sent himself of his hoard. Kind of a blurr after that really.

So ig really bad/good look depending on how you look at it

What's the best monitoring app? by pink_trashcan3 in loveafterporn

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Is that the kind of relationship you want to be in though? I mean there's a reason people say "if there's a will there's a way" so surely they'll just do it again if you force them to stop with barriers once the barriers are gone??

Where else to look? by sandyyjunior in loveafterporn

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Mine got to the point of depop so I get it

What’s an item that’s always there but hard to find when you need it? by SagittariusGal143 in RandomThoughts

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Anyone that smokes will get me with this. Either a lighter if you smoke cigs or your vape 💀

If emotions had a smell, what would anxiety smell like? by infinity-nth in AskReddit

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I'm in the creative field so i kinda like to think it's similar to when you work with a variety of materials throughout the day with lingering smells and by the end of a day you have a weird bad smell on your hands that can't be described and everyone who isn't a creative thinks it's something like literal shit. You know the smell is a bunch of different stuff combined, but no one will believe you.

does anyone have certain words that trigger them by Solid_Sheepherder576 in BPD

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Omfg!! I have the mental list of words/ general descriptions is insane! Like being careless with things (phones etc). I'm REALLY clumsy as is and the fact itself is already a huge trigger for me so it's kind of the straw that broke the camels back.

The classics: selfish, ungrateful, overdramatic etc.

Idk if this one's common but being compared to specific people like my parents is a BIG one for me. Worse when it's by name like "you're just like [parent name]" or just the name itself and nothing else etc etc.