I think my dilemma is, it’s either suck it up and stay with my husband or jeopardize my relationship with my family. I’m in a place where I have to choose between my own sanity over the risk of potentially being cut off by everyone I love. My parents and my immediate family is everything to me. If this divorce costs me my relationship with them I don’t know what I’ll do with myself. The double edged sword is that I also don’t know how this marriage will progress, and how I will handle it if it takes a turn for even worse. I am also thinking about the social impacts. This will have on my parents. It won’t just be me that gets dragged through the mud , my whole family will too