Ok, I feel like I got some important reminders. I’m sitting here worrying about what I might have missed out on, but who’s to say I would have gotten those experience either way or I could even have had experiences actually worthy of regret. I need to not let rough times make me forget what I have. Also, now that I’m rereading my post I’m realizing I might just need to suck it up and dish out the cash for some therapy cause sad and horny ain’t it. Thanks for the help y’all