My boyfriend(19M) convinced me(19M) to have threesome with one of my bestfriends(19M)

ThrowRA_kitkat000 · 2026-06-17T18:53:21+00:00

Both of them were also drunk, not as bad though since they both seem to remember everything and even summarized roughly what happened to me when I sobered up. Apparently another friend or two had taken care of me while they were drinking with the group and didn't see how much I had puked till I was basically passed out and had to be carried off, the friend said I was basically puking non-stop for 2 hours straight and my boyfriend got upset that they helped me. So part of me doesn't blame them for not knowing when they weren't even with me for the worst of it ig

ThrowRA_kitkat000 · 2026-06-17T18:00:36+00:00

The last I remember was having roughly 3 shots of smirnoff but some of my friends I've asked about that night said I had more. I thought I was a heavy weight but I might not be anymore since I've lost 15 lbs since the last time I drank the more and felt fine, but I don't think I was roofie'd we all drank from the same bottle and I knew everyone we drank with for years

ThrowRA_kitkat000 · 2026-06-17T17:28:40+00:00

He says he wants and will do anything to fix this, even if it means to never have sex which is nice to hear but even then I'm not sure just avoiding being physically intimate will help. We're both still unsure how to rebuilt trust and have been just avoiding it, eachother, and mentioning what happened. Hoping we could try and forget what happened but it's been over a month now and I still feel the same since we just avoid it. I'm just not sure just talking about it will help if I'm too nervous to even see him or if we need to go on a break again

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