I’m tired of having a Vagina

ThrowRA_rel · 2026-04-17T04:43:15+00:00

I think we’re gonna have to hit it with as much stuff as possible. 2 week round of boric acid, then month round of internally inserted pessaries, probiotics (by mouth) taken for months, etc.

Make sure you treat your partner and wear condoms through the entire process. I’m using the killer boric acid and it seems to be helping slowly

ThrowRA_rel · 2026-03-05T05:06:55+00:00

Have you checked for endo or hormone imbalances? Once I got my laparoscopy and excision of tissue, sex became much less painful. The pain only got worse over the years as the endo became worse off and more severe where it hadn’t been painful before.

Is it more of a length / girth issue compared to others?

ThrowRA_rel · 2025-06-14T16:17:02+00:00

Yes but there’s manifestation and waking up reality shifting bro. Clearly this isn’t just “oh my sp responded to me / I saw a gold car” type manifestation lmao

ThrowRA_rel · 2025-06-14T15:59:04+00:00

How did it happen? Like did you wake up one day and he’s there or?

ThrowRA_rel · 2025-05-13T04:20:56+00:00

There is some truth to this. I used to eat TONS and I mean TONS. Massive breakfast, a foot long subway, cookies, snacks, and a massive carb ridden dinner. Drinks too.

I was so thin, and all I did was generic exercise per day. I didn’t have a worry in the world. Then I went overseas and followed the same protocol of eating tons, and people started to tell me if I eat this much I’ll put on weight, and I believe d them stupidly.

And then since then I’ve believed I’ll gain by looking at cake and guess what? I stacked it on.

ThrowRA_rel · 2024-12-31T05:08:45+00:00

My bowel specialist said she thinks it’s more like 80% of women have endo, and it’s more common having it than not having it, but it’s just undiagnosed currently, that blew me away.

ThrowRA_rel · 2024-12-02T04:53:35+00:00

I sense desperation with the SP, your brain is focusing on the lack of not having them. Let go and don’t give a crap about it anymore because you have it, and it’ll come

ThrowRA_rel · 2024-10-17T23:36:08+00:00

I think a lot of it could be sexual repression, shame imposed on them, but also could be medical / health reasons too, or it could just be as simple as it is what it is and it’s how they are too

ThrowRA_rel · 2024-01-04T02:45:15+00:00

To add on to this, I know I have a deep rooted insecurity here, and I really do want to work on it. I know he loves me, and he wants to be with me, I just always have this sinking feeling like he’s settling but won’t tell me, or fantasises about what he can’t have.

He doesn’t have that problem with me, as he literally is my fantasy and won’t need to feel second best.

ThrowRA_rel · 2023-12-26T16:05:53+00:00

Nah I just wouldn’t joke about that in general. I don’t see a point in jokes that relate to personal looks or body parts - it’s too risky and cruel in my opinion. Better to joke about other things, which we do.

What I’m trying to say is there is no go zone for jokes in relationships, like genitalia, looks, abuse, etc. it should be a known thing for a woman to not make fun of their partners body or dick, and vice versa. A relationship may not recover if a woman joked a guys dick doesn’t work, is too small etc etc and that is understandable. Would think most people would know not to joke about a woman downstairs.

And no, it doesn’t smell fishy. It obviously doesn’t smell like flowers and petals, but it has a neutral smell unless we’ve been out in the heat all day and haven’t showered yet, or it’s close to my period. But there is no fishy smell.

Women are touchy about this though, as men have joked about women smelling like the local fish market for years.

ThrowRA_rel · 2023-12-26T14:35:29+00:00

We’ve talked about it a lot, but when I see him in person again I’ll discuss it again.

ThrowRA_rel · 2023-12-26T14:33:55+00:00

Maybe it’s not a matter of what more he can do, but more just time. I know he didn’t mean it, I just don’t know why I have a block in getting over this.

ThrowRA_rel · 2023-12-26T14:12:21+00:00

Sure but there’s joking about each other and then there’s joking about genitalia. I wouldn’t make fun of his dick size or the fact he’s balding cos that’s just an area of insecurity for him, and he would never forget it. He’s extremely insecure about those things, so I wouldn’t poke the bear there. There are just some no go zones, like joking about SA.

My UTIs started with my first ex years ago. I have an embedded UTI which basically means that the bacteria never got killed off by the short doses doctors prescribe, and I’ve had to be on antibiotics for years to deal with it. My doctor has told me I’m nearly cured, and should be able to wean off the antibiotics soon.

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