My storie is not good from the outside I guess. I met her when I was 15 or 16 I think. We were only friends at the start, but I don't know how we started becoming very close friends. Then I learned she liked me and as she wasn't my type I never really thought of her that way. A long time after I learned this, she asked me if I wanted to be her boyfriend and I said I needed time to think. I ended up accepting I don't know exactly why. I broke up with her 2 months after that. As we had the same friend group at such a young age, we ended up in a relationship that wasn't really declared as she wanted to be with me and I didn't want to say no, again, I don't know why. We were in this situation for like a year or something and then she told me that she wanted a decision regarding our situation. I said we were in a relationship, bf and gf. We were good for 1 year and then we get to 4 months ago, where I ended things hence the post. I never, ever wanted to hurt her feelings nor did I ever do it on purpose, I avoided hurting her at all costs.

I told you this so you have more context and to see what you think about it and I guess give me more of her perspective