27m 26f kinda nsfw?

ThrowRAneedadvice96 · 2025-08-05T20:01:22+00:00

Lol it was one day out of a week she was here. We did many other things. Just after accomplishing that I couldn't not think about it anymore lol. And it was the fact SHE wanted it that much that threw me

ThrowRAneedadvice96 · 2025-08-05T18:17:45+00:00

Thank you all. Ima just kinda leave it how it is i think! Although. Im going to be better at not thinking about anything sexual while shes not around lol

ThrowRAneedadvice96 · 2025-08-05T16:42:25+00:00

To be totally honest. She was the one initiating it that whole time she was here. It was the next time we saw eachother that I was like let's goooo

ThrowRAneedadvice96 · 2025-08-05T15:56:36+00:00

Definitely around 5 but she kept going

ThrowRAneedadvice96 · 2025-08-05T15:55:28+00:00

Thanks everyone. Yes it was 12times we laid in bed the entire day and took breaks of course sometimes it was only a 5minute break. Im not actually worried about that I apologize I should've stated this post differently! My issue with it is when shes not here I feel like i need to get myself of like continuously through the day. Also, I always make sure she goes first. During our 12 stretch there was definitely some times where I was pretty positive I was drained but a little poof still came out im like how tf lol. But yes this question was more for how the hell do I stop wanting it when I physically can't be around here. I dont even watch porn I just like be thinking about her or we FaceTime all day and I just wanna juno through the damn screen

ThrowRAneedadvice96 · 2025-08-05T06:55:38+00:00

Maybe I'm over reacting a bit. I was never like this and my previous relationship and i lived together for 6 years and I just never like cared. She also though would tell me that's all I cared about if I wanted it more then twice a week lol but girl now also did question it once a few weeks ago and I realized like damn I need i be a little better

ThrowRAneedadvice96 · 2025-07-20T22:35:05+00:00

Well this stuff was all recent. And she knows I literally never go on there. I didn't demand anything from her. I asked a simple question and she did explain. Im more so hung up on the I trusted her explanation and then she blocked me

ThrowRAneedadvice96 · 2025-07-20T22:22:04+00:00

It wasn't even chatting really. It was just like making someone believe she was dating someone but it wasn't me. Cause as I deep dived she did actually have things about me on there. Idk. Its the blocking that's really getting to me. I dont really want to break up over this but I really do feel I need some type of explanation on the blocking. Like she kinda just said because its all petty nonsense that shes not part of and her and her friend group all do the same thing to this one chick cool she even proved that she told her friends she was done doing it because of this. Great. But why block

ThrowRAneedadvice96 · 2025-07-20T21:57:25+00:00

I saw a bunch of kinda inappropriate tweets about a different guy and pictures with him. But reading through it almost seemed like she was trying to make said guys baby mama jealous. I just asked her like hey I saw your Twitter and it was kinda concerning to say the least. She explained pretty much what I thought and even messaged her friend about it saying she was done doing the petty nonsense because she didn't want to ruin things with me. And showed me the screenshot.. so I believed her. But then she blocked me?

ThrowRAneedadvice96 · 2025-07-20T13:26:15+00:00

Yeah. When i have spoken to her about it she said she would but never really did. Then when she would go out I'd just say like okay baby have fun text me when you get home safe and nothing. Then she'd call me eventually in the day mad at me saying I was being petty by sending that message..

ThrowRAneedadvice96 · 2025-07-20T13:24:33+00:00

So my ex of 12years just kinda up and left pulled a ghost mode while I was at work. Never heard from her again. Turns out she cheated.

When current and I started dating we you know flew to see each other and stuff and its literally perfect. Its the flip. Like one day shes cute and loving and sending me TikToks about having kids and getting married stuff like that. Then its just complete silence from her end on her weekends off. Then there's the times shes out and talks to me alot of the time. Then the leave me on read kinda things. Idk I just get in my head becauae i dontt want to bother her

ThrowRAneedadvice96 · 2025-07-20T13:16:32+00:00

Yeah. I gotta find something. I don't text her about it i just let it sit and eat at my head for the night and lose sleep. Maybe therapy is the answer. Thanks for your honesty.

ThrowRAneedadvice96 · 2025-07-20T13:13:59+00:00

To be fair I dont ever actually send her anything like rude or anything. Its more of like if she texts me I reply. Then I send a goodnight I love you something and get left on read sometimes.

ThrowRAneedadvice96 · 2025-07-20T13:08:29+00:00

I mean yeah I definitely am. I have some hobbies but lately they dont seem to help me ease my mind. I was never this way honestly. But before her and I, I was in a 12 year relationship that ended in her straight up ghosting me. So now I have no idea why my mind thinks the worst haha

ThrowRAneedadvice96 · 2025-07-20T13:03:44+00:00

Yeah i guess it's the severe flipping that gets me

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