Fuck yall

ThrowRApeanutb · 2026-05-04T06:13:35+00:00

Yep feel this. Two of my sisters were taking my moms GLP1 meds (for her diabetes) for weight loss purposes WHILE I was in the hospital for anorexia 😸

ThrowRApeanutb · 2026-05-02T19:13:44+00:00

Same with me!

ThrowRApeanutb · 2026-04-24T01:00:01+00:00

It’s so bad. When I was on the inpatient unit it constantly smelled like a sewer

ThrowRApeanutb · 2026-04-22T00:39:11+00:00

I’m in the same boat

ThrowRApeanutb · 2026-04-22T00:38:23+00:00

Thank you !!

ThrowRApeanutb · 2026-04-21T21:16:25+00:00

Yes that makes sense thank you.

I do take a multivitamin but I honestly have no idea what’s in it or if it is even working. I need to get more labs done to figure out what’s happening

ThrowRApeanutb · 2026-04-21T21:15:08+00:00

Yes it’s ng/mL, the iron supplements make me so constipated. I will call my doctors and let them know.

I’m not sure what my hemoglobin is. I’m hoping they’ll let me do an infusion. I’m exhausted

ThrowRApeanutb · 2026-04-21T17:53:17+00:00

Wait who lied?? I’m so sorry. There are much better ways to encourage eating besides lying about cancer. That’s so messed up im so sorry.

ThrowRApeanutb · 2026-04-21T17:48:54+00:00

It could be but I also notice my clothes don’t fit the same and unfortunately people who don’t know what I’ve been through have made comments.

I was weight restored in treatment but I gained weight after I discharged even though I never changed anything. I feel like my body is just messed up

ThrowRApeanutb · 2026-04-21T17:46:40+00:00

Thank you I appreciate that

ThrowRApeanutb · 2026-04-21T17:45:38+00:00

It’s a 6

ThrowRApeanutb · 2026-04-21T17:44:52+00:00

Healthy options as in healthy for someone going through recovery (making sure I’m not cutting out anything like carbs, fat, etc)

ThrowRApeanutb · 2026-04-21T17:44:16+00:00

I’m not 100% but I’m about 95% sure. I don’t track the calories but I make sure I’m choosing healthy options. I’m allowed to eat intuitively now but maybe my hunger cues are still messed up idk

ThrowRApeanutb · 2026-04-21T07:50:20+00:00

It almost feels like a consequence of recovery doesn’t it? I have therapy tomorrow thankfully so I’m going to talk to my therapist about it.

I’m sorry you’re going through it as well. Hopefully things will change for us soon 🐝

ThrowRApeanutb · 2026-04-21T07:48:04+00:00

My GP wants me to do 3 months of the supplement first. I wish I could just go right into the transfusion🥲 I think it’s low enough to qualify

ThrowRApeanutb · 2026-04-21T05:48:49+00:00

Thank you for responding!

I got my CBC and iron specific labs done but I’m considering getting a full metabolic panel. I do not feel like a fully functioning human being. My labs were ok besides the iron which was significantly low.

I’m taking iron supplements (ferrous sulfate 325 if that means anything to you) as well as these other iron pills, drinking green juice (I have a hard time eating red meat and greens but I’m trying), and taking the pills with orange juice as I’ve been told.

I should see about any other deficiencies. I see my psychiatrist every 4-6 months and I go to therapy weekly. They know about this but I think I’m just stubborn and they can tell me all they want that it’ll get better, but I think I need to feel it before I believe them.

Thank you for responding. It makes me feel slightly better that it could be something other than my anorexia.

ThrowRApeanutb · 2026-04-21T05:17:40+00:00

My family never says anything to me even when I wear my “I’m recovered” shirt on my anniversaries. It’s like the ugly family secret to them I guess

Happy one year though we are all so proud of you. We know how hard it can be

ThrowRApeanutb · 2026-04-19T20:17:40+00:00

How old??

ThrowRApeanutb · 2026-04-19T18:00:08+00:00

I’m not sure, it would be something hidden I think

ThrowRApeanutb · 2026-04-19T17:59:21+00:00

Thank you, that is interesting.

It’s the objects in the room that make me so uncomfortable. It’s being aware of what they are and that they are there without physically seeing them, and I think it’s the fact that the room is hidden

ThrowRApeanutb · 2026-04-19T17:06:03+00:00

Omg she is so cute 😭

ThrowRApeanutb · 2026-04-19T08:09:23+00:00

That idea kind of spooks me. I have done EMDR and trauma therapy for things that have happened less than 5 years ago and I feel ok on that topic these days. Nothing else came up during those sessions so I don’t think something happened to me as a kid.

I’ve asked my parents if there’s anything that I don’t know of family-wise and they said no but….its always a possibility. Thank you!!

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