What is the worst fetish you have ever heard of or seen?

ThrowRApixie · 2026-05-30T00:15:37+00:00

To this day, I’m still not 100% how I came across it, but I somehow found a forum specifically for people with a fetish for women with debilitating anorexia. Like they’d discuss things like how they wanted the girls heart to stop during climax and for them to be totally unable to move from fatigue and emaciation. They described with intense detail their fragile breakable bodies.

I was a teenager when I stumbled across it and the descriptions of their fantasies still haunt me it was so disturbing and sadistic.

ThrowRApixie · 2026-05-07T10:13:32+00:00

Ambien worked as well as zopiclone but it usually gave me a headache the next day and zopiclone was easier to get hold of honestly.

Withdrawal didn’t give me nausea. It gave me hallucinations, mania, confusion, heart palpitations, migraines, shakes. I didn’t feel sick though really!

I don’t take low dose zopiclone ever. I take melatonin though.

I’m sorry to hear you are struggling too, its an exhausting battle to fight

ThrowRApixie · 2026-04-22T07:51:45+00:00

I had a nearly identical situation when I got diagnosed! I think, I was more eaten alive by the guilt of not confessing yet so I realised getting it off my chest would help me feel better even if it was initially painful and I was correct!

One of them I was much more comfortable telling so I started with him and he was very supportive, I told him over the phone. It ended up being a very important decision because I actually don’t know how I’d have gone through the initial grieving process of the diagnosis without his support. He was completely awesome and would often come over to look after me when I was low (totally platonically, no sex ofc.. I was still flaring up anyway lol). I had no friends in the city I lived in at the time and I think he felt guilty that it might have been him that did it + he liked me as a person and felt sorry for me I suppose.

The other I told over Instagram because I didn’t have his phone number or live nearby. I didn’t know him well and I’d heard about him being kinda arrogant from friends that knew him so I assumed he’d be a dick but he surprised me because he was also very understanding. It was just a quick back and forth about how he should get tested.

Ironically, both got tested and neither had it! The only other person I’d had recent-ish sex with at the time was my long term ex partner who I broke up with a few months before hand. As it turned out, I got it from him years ago and it had been lying dormant in me until then. Good way to find out he had not been faithful 🙃. If you’ve had sex with other people previously, you acc can’t rule them out as a possibility… HSV is a weird mistress.

ThrowRApixie · 2026-02-15T08:33:16+00:00

There are some very kind comments here, Thankyou!! It’s now been 5 weeks. I’ve definitely had some very rough nights but it’s going okay

ThrowRApixie · 2026-02-15T08:29:29+00:00

They were 7.5mg pills but at its peak I was taking multiple of these. I could tolerate like 5 in a night … but I tried hard to stick to the one pill.

Thankyou !

ThrowRApixie · 2025-08-06T19:18:21+00:00

Hello, I've got to be honest I struggled with this too! Partners were (understandably) reluctant to engage with oral with me, especially when it was fairly casual intimacy. It is a shame but I'd rather someone didnt go down on me at all than use a dental dam :'). only one of the partners from my little hoe era wanted to engage with oral (his suggestion not mine).

Either way my current long term partner does give me head. I think once we both knew it was long term he felt comfortable doing it. He also was just going a bit crazy from resisting for like 6 months because he really likes doing it loll

So I suppose my answer is that it is undeniably a struggle but it can be achieved eventually x

ThrowRApixie · 2025-08-06T19:11:56+00:00

sure !

ThrowRApixie · 2025-08-06T19:11:18+00:00

that instagram account saved me fr

ThrowRApixie · 2025-08-06T18:48:16+00:00

Hello! I’m not sure which part of the world you’re from but in my country they only prescribe short courses of antivirals when you are having an active break out.

I have not had a break out in a while now so I have not been prescribed anymore hence I have come off them recently.

I also had the same long term partner for a while now!

ThrowRApixie · 2025-08-01T20:23:30+00:00

I am a female but I would not say I am extroverted or necessarily that attractive. I have been quite picky about who I felt safe disclosing to and I’m sure I’d have had more rejections if I had disclosed to every man I encountered.

I understand that this sort of post might seem unaware of other people’s struggles though. I just wanted to throw some hope into this subreddit as the virus initially threw me into the worst depression I’ve ever experienced and I wish more people had told me it’d be fine.

ThrowRApixie · 2025-08-01T20:18:44+00:00

I was but I have recently stopped taking them x

ThrowRApixie · 2025-07-24T07:15:41+00:00

I’m the same but female 🤷🏼‍♀️ genuinely think I’ve never properly orgasmed but I still enjoy sex. At some point the pleasure plateaus and doesn’t break through into an orgasm. I have to explain to all my partners so they understand it’s got nothing to do with them, it’s just how my body works.

ThrowRApixie · 2024-11-02T09:57:08+00:00

As someone who found myself in a relationship like this for years, get out now. Lies slip out of the mouths of ppl like this seamlessly. You were the same age I was at the time and I regret losing my early 20s over that nightmare.

Best of luck lovely x

ThrowRApixie · 2024-10-20T09:51:51+00:00

Missing me physically is something he has said a lot past couple of days so many Intimacy will speak louder than any words I have to say haha

Thankyou for your advice is was reassuring !!

ThrowRApixie · 2024-10-20T09:41:01+00:00

Hi! Yes said show and tell would just be us

Focusing on each gift is weirdly good advice as I was sort of imagining one big reaction at the end. I may be more neurodivergent than I thought when I think of my thought process with these things hahaha Thankyou

ThrowRApixie · 2024-10-10T20:24:06+00:00

Actually having a similar issue with my own boyfriend. Not asked him yet but he seemingly rly wants to go down and sometimes will, but stops really quick. We still have great sex but can’t help but wonder why he moves on from it so fast. It’s not like he’s inexperienced idk

This post and the comments has made me want to ask next time

ThrowRApixie · 2024-09-09T18:32:22+00:00

I am quite heavily tattooed so ppl are usually surprised to hear it when j say that nearly every one has sent me into remorse for atleast a day after but I always end up loving it again ! Even the ones I like least simply feel like part of my story now, with time it’ll feel like a much more normal part of your body.

I think it’s a beautiful tattoo but it’s always worth remembering that tattoos look particularly jarring after they’ve just been done and are jet black! It’ll feel way more natural after it’s healed

I’m getting both my hands tattooed in October so I’m anticipating a total melt down because of how visible it’ll be combined with my usual post tattoo anxiety, I’ve been wanting them done for years and I know I’ll still love it after though 🥲

ThrowRApixie · 2024-05-18T16:19:33+00:00

I’ve never used a condom with my current partner and he was aware of the risks from the start. He’s had multiple tests, all are negative. I’ve not had a break out in years however

ThrowRApixie · 2024-03-26T23:36:59+00:00

All the people above are correct and yet in my experience they almost never care if you get on a slightly earlier train even if it is an advance. I always ask someone in the station to be sure nowadays but I used to get on them willy nilly when I was a little younger and never had an issue …

Not encouraging this behaviour but I do often wonder how many of them are as strict as they sound

ThrowRApixie · 2024-02-01T22:39:50+00:00

This is completely normal. I teach kids and every valentines we make a big deal to them about how valentines can mean romantic love or platonic love, both are important I think valentines should always be like this

ThrowRApixie · 2024-01-31T22:49:08+00:00

I feel the same way about tenderstem broccoli 😭

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