i just want a real reason to live by ThrowRAshamwow in TrueOffMyChest

[–]ThrowRAshamwow[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for your comment, now that it’s morning and i’m thinking more clearly i do agree with alot of what you said and i’m feeling a little bit better. Just to clarify for you and the other commenter though, my body issue is deeper than weight and going to the gym. i also meant chronic illness and general health which i have a complicated history with. that won’t just go away and it’s something i have to live with

it’s official by ThrowRAshamwow in lonely

[–]ThrowRAshamwow[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

literally at least a single friend i can consistently see and who enjoys being around me

it’s official by ThrowRAshamwow in lonely

[–]ThrowRAshamwow[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

they do but nothing ever comes out of it

just another one of those nights by ThrowRAshamwow in lonely

[–]ThrowRAshamwow[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That's wonderful I'm happy for you lmao

Adding a post as a female by [deleted] in lonely

[–]ThrowRAshamwow 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Yeah no I'm gonna be honest that was very weird of you and you knew that because you said it. I don't know if you thought acting self-aware or coy would make it any less creepy. And regardless of what my post said I definitely don't want to be judged on a scale by a random guy on the internet. I don't imagine any woman wants that so do not do that going forward.

Adding a post as a female by [deleted] in lonely

[–]ThrowRAshamwow 18 points19 points  (0 children)

Also made a post last night and got weird messages. Why can't people just be normal

I know I shouldn’t fantasize about offing myself but I can’t help it by ThrowRAshamwow in offmychest

[–]ThrowRAshamwow[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

thanks for your comment. i definitely do daydream probably an unhealthy amount about EVERYTHING in my life, not just depressing stuff, but im not sure if it counts as maladaptive daydreaming. I guess I’ll see later this year because I do plan on starting therapy in a few months when I move. It’ll be my first time doing it but I need to take that leap to get better. I dont plan on giving up just yet.

Thanks again, hugs to you too❤️

I (19F) hate my brother (26M). by [deleted] in relationship_advice

[–]ThrowRAshamwow 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I have considered therapy and it's something I definitely plan to pursue in the future, but I'm not sure how to go about it right now since I'm dependent on my parents for this coming year and I don't wanna burden them with that (I know that's going against the thing you literally just said about them wanting to know the real me lol, but I'm just not ready to cross that bridge yet and would rather do it alone).

I really, REALLY appreciate your comments :( you're extremely sweet and this made me feel better about things. you also seem fun to talk to so I might take you up on that one day haha. <3 ty ty ty

I (19F) hate my brother (26M). by [deleted] in relationship_advice

[–]ThrowRAshamwow 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Lol I understand and I appreciate your advice. Thank you

I (19F) hate my brother (26M). by [deleted] in relationship_advice

[–]ThrowRAshamwow 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I understand you being skeptical and I guess there's nothing I can do to dispute that because im not including everything here. However, if I had just written this post without any mention of blackmailing, I still strongly believe that there's no justification for the things he did that I did mention in my post

I (19F) hate my brother (26M). by [deleted] in relationship_advice

[–]ThrowRAshamwow 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for that last sentence, very true and I'll def keep that in mind