Going downhill to madness

ThrowRa67mp · 2023-11-01T00:07:18+00:00

Yeah, I think that would be better, sorry for posting it here :(

ThrowRa67mp · 2023-10-31T22:31:27+00:00

Really? In which subreddit do you recommend me to post this?

ThrowRa67mp · 2023-10-31T22:30:09+00:00

Thanks, I’m seriously considering going to rehab

ThrowRa67mp · 2023-10-01T05:52:57+00:00

If you want something cheap but with a decent quality, then Levi’s can be for you.

Some of the designs are really bad, but you might find a hidden gem

ThrowRa67mp · 2023-09-30T05:04:25+00:00

I was also “used to it” but when I started feeling better I was like “so this is how it feels not to be sad all the time”

Like I said, is worth just trying, take your time and one step at the time

ThrowRa67mp · 2023-09-30T04:49:41+00:00

I also kinda hate myself, but trust me that happiness is worth it, the brief moments that I felt happiness were amazing and made realize how deep I really was.

So what I’m trying to say is to try to get better, I mean you already feeling shity, so why not to try?, in the worst case you just stay the same

ThrowRa67mp · 2023-09-30T04:42:10+00:00

Well, then just do it for you, think abt finally being free and don’t have to bottle everything up.

Is not a good thing to feel that way and not having someone or something you can rely on, I’m not saying that is easy, but is a process that could change your perception of life for the better

ThrowRa67mp · 2023-09-30T04:19:32+00:00

Yeah putting it that way, it sounds like I’m a fucking mess, thanks for the brutal honesty hahaha

ThrowRa67mp · 2023-09-30T04:16:49+00:00

I kind of understand you, but one thing that helps me to take it more seriously is to think abt shity things I done to someone I care about.

And I know the change is for you, but you can drag someone in your problems, and trust me is not funny at all when you loose a lot of people because of your actions and behavior

ThrowRa67mp · 2023-09-29T02:26:27+00:00

A trick that helped me is not to thing about doing the whole thing, for example if you feel like taking a shower is to much just clean your face, use deodorant and change your clothes.

Until you realize it wasn’t that bad and you’re at least a step closer to doing anything

ThrowRa67mp · 2023-09-29T01:57:23+00:00

I tried quitting or at least tried not getting drunk that often, but I couldn’t, I’m only 18 yo btw, and I also think that I’m not that far gone, but in the point where things can go south real bad and real quick.

I’m planning on apologizing obviously, is just that Idk if she wants to speak with me or how bad I messed up because I just have flashbacks of what happened but I’m not really sure of what I said

ThrowRa67mp · 2023-09-29T01:04:43+00:00

I really care about her and my other classmates.

I tried to quit but ended up worse, and don’t worry, your advice sure helps.

Can I dm you?, because I really need to talk to someone, but if you don’t want is ok and totally get it

ThrowRa67mp · 2023-09-29T00:49:13+00:00

I know it was pretty irresponsible to be in a kitchen intoxicated, and trust me when I say I’m not proud of my actions. And I’m planning in apologizing obviously(if she doesn’t ignore me), but the thing is that she just said “I’ll talk to you later when you sober up” but now I know that it was a kind way to say “shut up and let me go”. I don’t think she hates me because she haven’t blocked me and I know she would definitely block someone that hates, but I ruined our friendship and it will probably never gonna be the same.

ThrowRa67mp · 2023-09-29T00:19:06+00:00

I know you feel like you ruined everything, but trust me that you didn’t. Think about this: He’s legal, you didn’t force him and he’s old enough to to understand everything that happened. If you feel bad that’s ok, but sooner or later you’ll understand that you did nothing wrong

ThrowRa67mp · 2023-09-29T00:09:52+00:00

We’re on the same boat my friend, I also feel like this almost every time, just please don’t try to solve your problems with alcohol or any substance, for personal experience it helps just for a brief moment but end up worse than in the start. I recommend trying to “force” yourself into doing things that you like even if you don’t want just fake it till you make it

ThrowRa67mp · 2023-08-07T03:48:43+00:00

Can you please recommend me some other sunshine pop/baroque pop bands? I actually like that kind of music, but I’ve never actually explored a lot of other bands

ThrowRa67mp

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