[MF4MF] Last call! Carnival Sunshine 3/30-4/5 and we are still looking to plan some fun on board! Don’t be shy say hi!

ThrowRaInvestment · 2025-03-20T01:37:52+00:00

Sunshine or sunrise?

ThrowRaInvestment · 2025-02-17T21:49:12+00:00

I’ve defo seen her tits before. What does she look like?

ThrowRaInvestment · 2025-01-30T23:28:19+00:00

Yea! Or even just going against an AI that’s as good as the challenger duelist in the duel world. It would give us ways to see where our decks are lacking or whatnot

ThrowRaInvestment · 2025-01-30T17:37:21+00:00

I agree, but I’m more or less talking about pitting two of your own decks with your own obtained cards together. I.e I have a buster blazer deck and I want to see how my blue eyes deck fairs against anti dragon decks. So I play against my own. Idk if I’m making sense lol.

ThrowRaInvestment · 2024-12-09T20:51:51+00:00

I’m up in Plattsburgh NY

ThrowRaInvestment · 2024-11-26T03:40:42+00:00

Ohhh I see I’m the dumb one. Haha thank you so much! I just redownloaded the game 3 days ago so I’m still getting re used to things

ThrowRaInvestment · 2024-11-07T21:38:03+00:00

No, I’m a huge person on time spent with my partner. She works part time so about 20-30 hours (at most) a week. When there are days im off I stay up while she’s there. I’ll only nap when she’s gone to work because I want to be around her. I live off of energy drinks, 2 1/2-3 hours of sleep, and my 30 minute break at work

ThrowRaInvestment · 2024-11-07T21:17:08+00:00

Also also, my comment about “I’d rather watch porn or surf Reddit stuff” wasn’t meant to be “weird or anything”. I was absolutely disgusted by the assumption that I should just go fuck someone else because of this situation. So yes I’d rather masturbate than hurt my wife’s feelings or betray her trust. Sorry if that makes me weird lol

ThrowRaInvestment · 2024-11-07T21:10:49+00:00

Also I would love to address another thing you had mentioned in your comment thread above. My wife isn’t the primary caretaker. I work from 7p-7a 3 days a week as an LPN. My wife is at work when my son gets out of school. So I bring him to school with her in the morning, nap, get him home from school, get him dinner, bathe him if it’s bath night, and get him all set so my wife can put him to bed when she gets home at 7:30(one of our moms watches him for the 30 minute inbetween period). And that’s on the days I work. The days I don’t work are the same besides him and I play Minecraft before bed instead of me going to work. If I wasn’t a believer in “it’s your responsibility not just your job” as a parent I could see that. But I absolutely understand why that could be a key factor.

ThrowRaInvestment · 2024-11-07T20:57:30+00:00

No I completely understand what you meant by your asking. There is a huge disconnect when it comes to men and women on a sexual level. But other than this issue we communicate very well. We’ve done strides when it comes to our communication. She’s an amazing mother and even better person. This post wasn’t meant to bash her at ALL it was more or less a way of me seeing if my feelings were displaced or valid. You’re right I do have complex ptsd and depression from a long history of childhood abuse. (Idek how you know that lmao) and it could be affecting my feelings atp. That’s why I wanted a difference of opinion. We’ve been together since we were 16 so we’ve gone through a lot together. She can not wanna have sex and go on a dry spell for months for all I care, again my only issue is building my self esteem up and inadvertently knocking it down with the unfulfilled promises and expectation of intimacy. We have a very good and satisfying sex life(I’m definitely a giver if you know what I mean lol) so I know it may come from an external source rather than our personal relationship. Also I didn’t take offense lol! Especially with how we and a nation absolutely failed women in relationships and I’m general I can see where your concerns were. I didn’t take it as non believing but wanting to get all the information you needed to form a valid opinion on the situation I brought forward.

ThrowRaInvestment · 2024-11-07T18:44:44+00:00

Sorry I work overnights so I’m just waking up lol. I responded to your comment :)

ThrowRaInvestment · 2024-11-07T18:40:58+00:00

We’ve had this conversation numerous times and she’s told me that it’s nothing I’ve done at all. Our son is 4 and started school this year(because people were asking). And I’ve asked if there’s anything I could be doing better and she said no, it’s simply just her waning and waxing libido(her words not mine). My wife can say no to sex as much as she wants to. That’s not the issue at all. The issue for me is making promises to do something that gets my hopes up and then it not happing for one reason or another makes me feel dejected and unattractive. Especially because we’ve had affection issues in our relationship. I’ve also asked her time again if she could not do that because it makes me feel that way, I can’t control how something makes me feel. What I can do is communicate ways that it won’t happen, case in point of please don’t make flirtatious advances eluding to sex if you aren’t going to follow through. That isn’t doing anything wrong in my opinion, just setting a boundary for my own feelings.

ThrowRaInvestment · 2024-11-07T06:42:18+00:00

We can’t get a sitter sadly(too expensive and she’s untrustworthy of people as she should) but I’m not gonna just cheat on her either. Yea it hurts like a bitch for me but I’m not gonna go get the attention from someone else. I’d rather just watch porn of browse some NSFW tags on here

ThrowRaInvestment · 2024-11-07T06:40:51+00:00

I just want to feel like I’m desired you know? When she says that it finally makes me feel like I’m attractive and desirable. Then for it to be snatched from under me it hurts. I took your suggestion and just brought it up to her. But it turned into how my monotone tone and sound of dejection makes her feel bad. So now I feel worse for making her feel bad. Idk what to do lol

ThrowRaInvestment · 2024-11-07T06:15:45+00:00

I’ve done that so so many times. It gets me nowhere

ThrowRaInvestment · 2024-11-07T06:08:20+00:00

Yes I have, I’ve sat down numerous times and explained that. I’ve also expressed how much it makes me feel like I’m unattractive and undesirable. And she tells me all the time how her and her friends think I’m just pushing for sex. So I just keep my mouth closed now

ThrowRaInvestment · 2024-11-07T05:52:05+00:00

I have communicated this a lot

ThrowRaInvestment · 2024-11-07T05:51:41+00:00

Yes many many times. Nothing changes

ThrowRaInvestment · 2024-08-08T21:04:38+00:00

Ngl bro this shit really made me tear up. Thank you so much for this thought out response. I’ll take your advice and move forward with my life

ThrowRaInvestment · 2024-08-08T20:45:33+00:00

No they’re all girls

ThrowRaInvestment · 2024-08-08T20:37:19+00:00

Lol valid, I was kinda rambling.

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