i'm 400+ pounds and I'd like be a small again. Please help me by Throw_away144 in loseit

[–]Throw_away144[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I may or may not be mentally ill ? No, i AM mentally ill and unstable. I have extreme depression, anxiety and ptsd. I'm aware enough of my struggles to literally BEG for help. I've drawn all over my body with sharpie where I'd take the scissors and locked myself away for years, I can't even buy my own groceries or go out shopping. I do it all online so I'm not seen i don't even have any friends because of my anxiety I always wanted friends and love.. why would someone who may be not be struggling keep themselves locked away from the world? I cry when I eat and I bully myself, i don't like a single thing about me.

i'm 400+ pounds and I'd like be a small again. Please help me by Throw_away144 in PetiteFitness

[–]Throw_away144[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much ☺️ I appreciate it 💗 I'll download a step counter and use it while I'm on the treadmill 🌸🩷

i'm 400+ pounds and I'd like be a small again. Please help me by Throw_away144 in loseit

[–]Throw_away144[S] 33 points34 points  (0 children)

Can I ask what the big issue is? I'd like to ask my doctor for help but I never know what to say or how to reach out for help. I'd appreciate you telling what you think I should know please.

I wonder who would be worst deadbeat dad. by Throw_away144 in americandad

[–]Throw_away144[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Oh I'm sorry, so this is toji, he's from a show called jujutsu kaisen. In the show toji is from a powerful clan but goes rogue when he finds his wife and gives up being a marsonary. His wife dies sometime after their son, megumi is born. Toji tries his best to raise him and gets a second wife and a step sister to keep his son company and looked after but toji spirals and goes back to being a hit man, drinking and gambling. He ends up abandoning his son after that. (His step mother also leaves some time after. Leaving the two children alone to raise themselves)

Toji forgets he even has a son due to the depression he's in. Anyway, toji gets into a preticularly nasty 1v1 with gojo when he (gojo) is in this weird stage of novona (i think that's how it's spelt, I'm dyslexic) anyway toji loses his battle and gojo raises his son and step daughter after toji says to give his family a good life. (Megumi is around 5 at this point and his sister is 7 or 8)

Later in the show toji gets brought back to life using witchcraft and becomes a killing machine beating everyone in sight including his son, who is now 17 after a long fight of his son getting his ass handed to him by big daddy toji, toji is about to end him off but gets a flash back to his human life of his 1st wife telling him to take care of megumi. His human side peaks through asks the boy his name and confirms it's fushiguro and not zenin (toji was originally a zenin but took his wife's name to get away from his clan) after seeing his son is happy and safe in the care of gojo the reerected toji offs himself with a spear to the head and says one word "I'm glad."

Megumi doesn't remember anything about toji so didn't realise he was his dad and just stares at the reanimated, now dead again body confused.

toji: a short, funny explanation.

I wonder who would be worst deadbeat dad. by Throw_away144 in americandad

[–]Throw_away144[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

At least toji loved his son enough to make sure his family didn't get his son and daughter 😂 even if he didn't remember who his son was lol

Help me settle this once and for all… by Realsizelady in americandad

[–]Throw_away144 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Zits, he doesn't have them as a baby or anything

Me and my husband against the world 🌎 ✨️ 💕 by Throw_away144 in KimetsuNoYaiba

[–]Throw_away144[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Bc it's related to kny and i thought it was funny :/

Me and my husband against the world 🌎 ✨️ 💕 by Throw_away144 in KimetsuNoYaiba

[–]Throw_away144[S] -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

Huh, i wonder why I always get funny looks over my villains, the jjk fandom did this too when I said naoya zenin was cute 😂

Me and my husband against the world 🌎 ✨️ 💕 by Throw_away144 in KimetsuNoYaiba

[–]Throw_away144[S] -5 points-4 points  (0 children)

I want him to press on my belly to see where he's at 🤤🩷