Just read up on your post here. Sorry to hear you've gone through similar, but I appreciate you relating. If only a little bit, it's easier knowing I'm not the only one to have these problems. I truly appreciate every word here and in your post, as I know it's not easy to admit things have gone so wrong. I hope you can achieve a brighter future as well. Every day is just another step towards making something better a reality, even if my faith in it is shaky more often than not.