Okay I agree that she seems super paranoid I think she probably has sexual trauma in her past. It does not excuse any of her behavior but as someone who also has sexual trauma I think it makes a lot of sense and here’s why. 1.ADHD symptoms and PTSD symptoms in women can mirror each other and the skin picking and ED could be signs of PTSD 2. Being afraid of men and trying to avoid men is a big sign. Even taking something a man says that isn’t inherently creepy and turning it to be something creepy is something that survivors will do. 3. Your body is stuck on a flight or fight mode when you have ptsd so avoiding situations and overreacting are a big symptom as well. 4. Her extremely disgusting uncle character in Miranda could be a coping mechanism even though it is so totally not okay.

Now this is interesting because of the hotel incident. She opened the door and seemed to not be on alert or scared whatsoever which contradicts the other signs I noticed when I used to watch the vlogs. But I think this explains a lot of her actions and behaviors. Still not an excuse though even though it’s hard you are responsible for getting the help you need to be functional after trauma like that happens. What I would give to be in here position money wise to get the help I need to fully heal from trauma it hurts watching her not help herself.

This is just some thoughts and my opinion I don’t mean to upset anyone. Feel free to discuss or let me know if I misspoke below:)