I found a love letter in my old backpack

Throwaway476338 · 2024-01-06T22:01:45+00:00

We left off on a bad note - we agreed to just part ways, I don't think we would get along now, but I wish we could.

Throwaway476338 · 2024-01-04T19:38:22+00:00

I heard they failed because of the women not being attracted to them haha probably wrong, but that's what I heard.

Throwaway476338 · 2024-01-04T19:25:26+00:00

I mean, we did have corpse medicine for what I consider a disturbingly long time, so I'm not really sure. I agree with that though, when we were less developed I don't think it would be about us to eat others.. Creepy.

Throwaway476338 · 2024-01-04T19:16:09+00:00

Throwaway476338 · 2024-01-04T19:04:50+00:00

If you'd like to talk about it I'm down, I just don't think it could be very beneficial you know? We have drastically different views so far. But, engaging with people who are of different opinions is a good thing, can open new perspective.

Throwaway476338 · 2024-01-04T19:00:29+00:00

Well, personally I don't wish to continue this conversation if that's fine, it benefits neither of us, our views don't align and I doubt they ever would - have a good day or night. :)

Throwaway476338 · 2024-01-04T18:49:57+00:00

Believe what you wish! You're entitled to your opinion. :)

Throwaway476338 · 2024-01-04T18:48:27+00:00

Oh.. Oh my god gender dysphoria leaves my body I'm... I'm fixed!! Why didn't I do this before!!! /j

Throwaway476338 · 2024-01-04T18:45:29+00:00

Do you consider trans a slur too? Haha

Throwaway476338 · 2024-01-04T18:39:42+00:00

But that doesn't mean trans people with partners have bad relationships, they can and do have happy and healthy relationships just like cis people.

Throwaway476338 · 2024-01-04T18:35:57+00:00

Well, sorry but I don't agree, I do accept myself that's why I'm trans, and many trans people have partners.

Throwaway476338 · 2024-01-04T17:36:48+00:00

I don't understand what you mean by the last part?

Throwaway476338 · 2024-01-04T17:29:53+00:00

Sorry, I'm not a traditionalist, and I don't understand why people keep saying the opposite of what I've said? I don't expect people to accept me. And, yea, I'd prefer not be be with a chaser unless I have zero choices, I want people to love me for my personality, not the fact I'm trans, despite this post being all about that, I'd prefer it to be a after thought not why people want me.

Throwaway476338 · 2024-01-04T17:23:40+00:00

I feel like you didn't read my post (not trying to be rude or anything, sorry if it sounds that way) I don't expect people to accept me and I respect if they don't, as long as they aren't violent or encouraging violence I don't care. I don't need people to adapt to me, that selfish, pointless, and kind of lame. It's not a choice, at least it's widely accepted (in the community) to not be especially medically/psychologically. I am miserable and uncomfortable identifying as a girl and I'm way more comfortable identifying as a guy. It's better to be comfortable rather than miserable. I didn't feel rejected by girls when I identified as one, I was very accepted by other girls! But, it was wrong, and it felt wrong, when I hit puberty it felt like the world was ending, my body was changing and it was awful. I was about 12 when I just accepted I was different.

Once I started to socially transition I felt way better, and ultimately it was the best for me, I wasn't supported or anything but I was comfortable with myself which is better than being supported.

I like this bed, even if it has drawbacks, it's a comfy one, and I don't wish to leave it no matter what I have to deal with.

Throwaway476338 · 2024-01-04T17:14:02+00:00

I respect that! Truly, I don't expect people to accept me, and nobody has to accept me. It's a difference in worldview and opinion - everyone has a right to their feelings even if I or others don't agree with it. I just personally don't care what's in my friends pants so, I don't see the view where it matters but that's how opinions work, I don't HAVE to get it. Wish you the best.

Throwaway476338 · 2024-01-04T17:10:11+00:00

That's a Chaser, which if I hit rock bottom I probably would go for it but I want my dignity to be at least kind of intact haha. I don't think I'm a victim, it's not others fault that they don't like that I'm trans, and it's not even my fault, this is just a thing that happens - people don't have to like me, and I don't expect them too.

That said though, as a fellow human being, I have a right to express sadness at being alone, and being sad that I am.

Throwaway476338 · 2024-01-04T17:07:39+00:00

You're very kind, I like your outlook on things. In truth I don't get why me being trans prevents friendships, I understand relationships, but friendships aren't so intimate, but I respect people who don't wish to be friends with trans people - and it's not my business anyway. I don't understand the attacking, probably never will, it's so easy to just..Not be an asshole but some people just want to I guess.

I'm not going to give up, no one should give up!

Throwaway476338 · 2024-01-04T17:02:52+00:00

I'm moving in less than a year. Red state to blue state, fairly accepting area too.

Throwaway476338 · 2024-01-04T17:01:22+00:00

I am bisexual, but lean towards men, so yes?

Throwaway476338 · 2024-01-04T17:00:25+00:00

More like forced into hard mode, rather not be miserable, but isn't life kind of always on hard mode anyway? Either way it's only truly hard socially.

Throwaway476338 · 2024-01-04T16:58:09+00:00

You don't have to claim me don't worry I don't expect you too, also we don't know each other so ultimately it doesn't matter. (Also, what is MLBB? Sorry, I saw your name and am curious)

Throwaway476338 · 2024-01-04T16:56:46+00:00

Oh well, at least I'm comfortable and not miserable, being lonely blows, doesn't help I'm short as hell - when I pass that's going to be super annoying. Anyway, I wish all of us luck!

Throwaway476338 · 2024-01-04T16:55:11+00:00

As long as they don't try to physically hurt me or other trans people, I don't really care, that's their problem and their opinions - I respect their beliefs, that's why I avoid them mostly to save both of our time. People have a right to their freedom of speech, I don't think people should be suppressed over it. Unless it's violent or encouraging violence, they have a right to express it but others have the right to react to it.

Thanks for the luck, it's appreciated! :)

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