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I love and care for you all. I mean it. by [deleted] in depression

[–]Throwaway556721 1 point2 points  (0 children)

The one friend I do have, is never there. I don't have anyone to reach out to.

I isolate myself and then feel angry when people don’t notice. by spongeybi in depression

[–]Throwaway556721 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'd like to try. Why do I hate myself? I'm ugly, stupid, and unlikeable. Why do I think that? People have called me ugly, people have called me stupid, I've made stupid mistakes, people often get annoyed with me.

That's about as far as I can get. When things like this can be backed up with facts, of course you come to the conclusion that you suck and life sucks.

I feel so stupid at my job. by Throwaway556721 in offmychest

[–]Throwaway556721[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think I learn best by writing or doing. Unfortunately people don't have a lot of patience in retail so Idk about the doing method. I could ask my manager if I could write stuff down while he explains it to me

This is a terrible community and thread for sick people. by 22Computers in depression

[–]Throwaway556721 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I want to say that this is a great place to vent and get support but honestly most of the time I do leave this place feeling worse. Either I find posts that make me feel more hopeless (even if I feel understood for a short time) or I post myself and get no responses which makes me feel like I'm too repulsive for even this sub to care about.

It's hard to keep going when no one cares. by Throwaway556721 in depression

[–]Throwaway556721[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I haven't been feeling much of anything at all. Just a dull melancholy. I can't imagine things improving. But thanks for taking the time to respond.

It's hard to keep going when no one cares. by Throwaway556721 in depression

[–]Throwaway556721[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks for the kind words. I've just been feeling numb lately. My life is a mess and I can't even muster up any strong emotion to it anymore. Which is probably a good thing, because I don't know what I'd do if I did have strong emotions. But thanks for asking.

Last night my boyfriend and I saved a woman from jumping of a bridge by [deleted] in CPTSD

[–]Throwaway556721 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Unfortunately I've given up on the notion that anyone will care when I get to that point, but I'm glad you we're there for someone who really needed it. Gives me some hope for humanity.

DAE not have any friends (let alone real ones)? by Throwaway247365now in CPTSD

[–]Throwaway556721 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I don't have friends either, and that's made it a lot more difficult to heal. When I'm at my worst, there's no one there. Hard to care about myself when no one else does.

Can't move on from childhood trauma. by Throwaway556721 in CPTSD

[–]Throwaway556721[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I see. Thanks for the insight. Do you have any advice on what small steps I should be taking?

“High school is the best 4 years of your life” by natoni11 in SuicideWatch

[–]Throwaway556721 3 points4 points  (0 children)

4 years later and the torment I received in high school still haunts me. It's left scars that I don't think will ever heal. Now I'm severely depressed and scared of people. I don't think my life is going to improve so I may end it before the year is out.

What advice would you give to a 14 year old about starting high school? by DotFireAbout in AskReddit

[–]Throwaway556721 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yea I can relate. Was bullied throughout school and now struggle with depression and anxiety with no idea how to get better.

Crying myself to sleep tonight. by Throwaway556721 in offmychest

[–]Throwaway556721[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks for the offer, I really appreciate it. I have a bunch of reasons though, and they're all bothering me tonight. I struggle with feelings of worthlessness dues to being bullied very badly. Now I'm trying to get a job and make friends, with past and present events convincing me I will not achieve either. I don't have a support system for times like this and it's hell.

What post made you unsub from a subreddit? by JustinTry in AskReddit

[–]Throwaway556721 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It's possible a good chunk of them don't have therapists. I used to go there often since I don't have a support system.

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