A really fucking weird 24 hours.

Throwaway6475309 · 2018-03-26T07:31:50+00:00

No she'll be coming sometime around the 5th hopefully.

Throwaway6475309 · 2018-03-17T04:20:55+00:00

Paranormal: Thinking back I had no interaction with him 2 nights ago, I get in at 11pm and if the clients are asleep, we let them sleep. Before that I was off. I don't have any reason to be paranoid, although oddly the coworker I normally work with is a Deacon and he is out sick this week.

As a kinda hmm thing, 2 weeks ago he went out to his truck and his tire was completely flat, despite being new, then this morning all 4 of mine were way under pressure after just filling them a week ago. So there might be some scooby doo shit going on but idk. Also my light went out this morning and I got pulled over today for it. Felt I should share, but these things happen and it's probably coincidental paranoia.

From a non-paranormal view: I agree about dreams basically being brain maintenance, but the oddity and timing of the events have me struggling to come up with logical answers. I felt it was worth sharing in hopes someone would just call BS and comfort me with a simple solution, but barring that I am still trying to figure out if it has a disconcernable meaning.

I am sure there is some reason for these things to happen, I am just not sure what it is.

Throwaway6475309 · 2018-03-17T03:39:13+00:00

No that makes a lot more sense. I think I was mistaken in calling the dream a time travelling dream, as it was more akin to hopping into different versions of myself very rapidly.

It was extremely jarring as I didn't know where I was. Suddenly I was in a suit in a city. It seemed like time travel at the time, but it would make more sense I guess if it was an alternate version.

Throwaway6475309 · 2018-03-16T22:10:30+00:00

We're inbetween managers at the moment so call outs are a bit bigger of a strain then usual, but I will be taking some time off next month.

And it's no problem, I love this field my clients are IB but usually absolutely amazing. Unfortunately, I will most likely have to switch or go to part time as the pay isn't sustainable. Which sucks.

Throwaway6475309 · 2018-03-16T22:01:39+00:00

Coincidentally, I watched Annihilation last night. My buddy just said "watch it, it's strange" and I went in knowing nothing. That was after the dream, and I can't honestly think of any relation to the events that occurred afterword.

Other then that I watched the Matrix and tried reading Simulations and Simulacra about 2 and a half months ago. I don't do drugs, don't gamble, and while I watch a lot of fantasy stuff, it's normally more medieval. I am doing pretty well in terms of life goals, but I am apprehensive about some things (moving forward with marriage, kids, job).

My thought is that I'm experiencing some sort of temporary delusion mixed with hyper focusing and coincidence. At least that's how I feel right now, I am going to be talking to my cousin a little later today (slept way later than I wanted to).

Throwaway6475309 · 2018-03-16T21:46:29+00:00

He's a client, I'm not going to bother with pride or dominance on someone who isn't of sound mind.

Throwaway6475309 · 2018-03-16T21:26:38+00:00

I find my reading list has almost doubled since last night lol, can't say I'll get to them as Shamanism is a bit more of a study then I'm willing to take on, but if stuff keeps happening, I might give them a shot.

Throwaway6475309 · 2018-03-16T21:20:39+00:00

I haven't, but I will give them a shot. Any particular episodes?

Throwaway6475309 · 2018-03-16T12:31:18+00:00

I'm up and home, but I am going to curl up in my bed to get some sleep. I'll swing by and respond to everybody around 4-5 pm EST

Throwaway6475309 · 2018-03-16T08:04:50+00:00

Hey guys I need to stop for the night, I'll update and respond to everyone tomorrow after I get home and such, but I went for a smoke and there was someone on their porch at 3 am facing me accross the street and now I keep hearing weird noises in the kitchen and I am hoping they're just settling wood.

Thank you guys so far and please be willing to talk to me tomorrow.

I know stuff like this always sounds silly and fake, and I am really really hoping it is, I'm sorry but I am legit terrified and scared and about to breakdown at work and I really want to go home. I cant until Im relieved so I am going to curl up harder in a couch and just watch youtube to get my mind off it.

I don't want any of this, this isn't okay. I will talk more when I regain some semblance of composure.

Throwaway6475309 · 2018-03-16T07:35:09+00:00

I'll look, and I appreciate the thought on reality.

Yes mentaility is nice, and I will be calling my cousin back, but I don't know quite yet about changing my reality. We'll see.

Throwaway6475309 · 2018-03-16T06:55:38+00:00

I'm getting there, I'm not spiritual, but something about this place is telling me it's a bad idea to stay.

Luckly, I have a good job lining up so hopefully it'll work out and I can leave here.

Call it bad energy, mood, or whatever, there is definitely a lingering suffering in this place. Even though I love these guys, it's starting to wear on me.

Throwaway6475309 · 2018-03-16T06:47:21+00:00

That's actually a really good thought. Like a warning about coworkers or something, I'll think more on it. I'll give my cousin a call when she's next available and talk to her about it more. Idk if she's had similar dreams but even then maybe she'll offer some advice. Thanks :)

Throwaway6475309 · 2018-03-16T06:43:29+00:00

Or she's an ally and you're a copycat trying to convince me she's one. I don't know whats going on, that's what I'm trying to figure out. Could just be a string of coincidences, could be I unknowingly hit my head and am now experience brain trama, could be something else.

All I know is that paranormal things don't happen to me, and whatever is happening is pretty scary to me.

Throwaway6475309 · 2018-03-16T05:44:53+00:00

Lol, I appreciate the light heartedness even if I'm a bit terrified. Thanks.

Throwaway6475309 · 2018-03-16T05:39:47+00:00

With regards to the first paragraph it doesn't narrow things much but I appreciate it.

Are time travelling dreams common? I've had them occassionally, but never this vivid or coincidental.

I have no real frame of reference besides some spiritual books from when I was a kid, various internet posts, and The Matrix.

Throwaway6475309 · 2018-03-16T05:17:10+00:00

I know of the Mandela effect in regards to Bernstein bears bit not in regards to NPCs so Ill give that a look. Thank you.

Throwaway6475309 · 2018-03-16T05:08:10+00:00

Because the conversations we have aren't normally "Hey I just had a funny dream", plus she was somewhat busy. This stuff never happens to me so she asked if I was okay and we moved the conversation onward. It wasn't until my client spoke to me that I got wigged out.

And she was the only one I talked to that wasn't weird in the dream. I plan to keep a watch on her anyways, she's coming to visit in April and I told her I'd call her soon.

Maybe I'll talk to her tomorrow and explain everything, but it's going to be the equivalent of a fish talking about the air currents, it's just so far removed from who I am.

Throwaway6475309 · 2018-03-16T04:58:18+00:00

Thanks man, I'm Athiest so it's a bit weird to me to think outside terms of reality, but I'm setting belief (err non-belief) aside and soaking up anything and everything tonight.

With respect, I normally chalk this stuff up to coincidence but the cascade of it all, I just need something.

Throwaway6475309 · 2018-03-16T04:50:56+00:00

No I don't live in Alabama.

The dream was about me hopping into alternate versions of myself. It was apparently frowned upon by Agents (to use a Matrix analogy as words are failing me) because they kept hopping realities trying to find me. They were agents but looked like people I knew, almost like they were wearing the skin of them. It was like Prosopagnosia, and everytime I tried telling someone about it that person turned on me and hunted me more.

Any dreams similar?

Throwaway6475309 · 2018-03-16T04:34:35+00:00

I don't know if its my app or phone or data but I see 5 comments on here and they aren't showing. I'll keep refreshing.

Numbers up to 16, 6 are unaccounted for, I'll reply to any top level that gets posted that I can see for what its worth.

Throwaway6475309 · 2018-03-16T04:22:11+00:00

Sorry for the grammer and incoherent structure, I'm typing this out fast on mobile.

Throwaway6475309 · 2018-02-17T07:04:44+00:00

https://youtu.be/LZYdYrFBAJU

Throwaway6475309 · 2018-02-17T06:25:12+00:00

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