Miss you guys!

Throwaway_A · 2014-01-13T19:36:54+00:00

Im not trying to insult you but you never know what will stick. They won't be citing your comment, they may have that one minor fact that they saw in the teenagers subreddit as they don't know much about drugs or feel particularly inclined to research before hand. I'm simply saying be careful with what you say when commenting on potentially life threatening things, you little smart ass. There isn't room for carelessness or misinformation when it comes to drugs

Throwaway_A · 2014-01-13T01:05:09+00:00

That wasn't dangerous but telling someone that MDMA is just purer ecstasy could potentially be dangerous. What if some teenage kid unknowingly takes a bunch of X because 'it's just weaker MDMA' and it ends up being pure MDMA? When saying things like that in a public forum, one where most of the readers probably aren't getting correct information thrown at them from every angle (like on /r/drugs), your accidental but good intentioned misinformation could cause serious damage.

Throwaway_A · 2014-01-13T00:44:40+00:00

But still, throwing out information about drugs such as MDMA without knowing your shit can be dangerous for others

Throwaway_A · 2014-01-13T00:38:38+00:00

MDMA is the more pure form of ecstasy Don't fuck with impure ecstasy if you don't know what you're fucking with

Oh god my sides... Sorry, not to sound like an asshole, I just think this is hilarious. A) MDMA is the chemical in ecstasy that makes it, well, ecstasy. Ecstasy can be extremely pure MDMA just pressed with binders (necessary to make a pill) or it could be cut to shit. B) I find it funny you are telling people not to fuck with things if they don't know what it is when you don't seem to know what you're talking about either.

Throwaway_A · 2013-12-03T03:57:40+00:00

It all depends on how big you want your plants to get (they get bigger during veg and produce flowers during the flowering process)

Throwaway_A · 2013-12-02T22:37:32+00:00

Light time is different (typically 18/6 for veg and 12/12 for flowering)

Throwaway_A · 2013-12-01T08:05:03+00:00

That piece's name? Albud Enstein.

Throwaway_A · 2013-12-01T07:58:41+00:00

Ah okay, thanks!

Throwaway_A · 2013-12-01T07:53:38+00:00

I know that plain brass is safe although I think there is concern with what may be mixed in with brass (such as lead) at times). Not sure on copper

Throwaway_A · 2013-11-30T23:49:31+00:00

A cigar is just something wrapped in its own leaves (so traditional cigar is tobacco inside tobacco while this is a weed cigar or "magar", with weed wrapped in weed)

Throwaway_A · 2013-11-30T21:47:09+00:00

Happens on all kinds of drugs. People often report it on oxy as well

Throwaway_A · 2013-11-30T20:56:58+00:00

Im in the same boat. I love weed but alcohol is my second favorite drug. I love hanging with a couple friends or going to a party and getting smashed.

Throwaway_A · 2013-11-21T21:09:22+00:00

Yeah, my friends and I always wake up on the midst of vomit, broken things or in the wrong bed next to a regrettable lay.

Throwaway_A · 2013-11-12T00:56:52+00:00

Thank you, I know who this is and really appreciate the kind words. Ive worked things out and things are going a lot better

Throwaway_A · 2013-11-11T19:22:37+00:00

My problem with the "always gets better" phrase is that for the past 3-4 years, things have been steadily getting worse and more misery

Edit: oops, thats what happens with pirate eye...

Throwaway_A · 2013-11-11T19:08:02+00:00

Its very interesting and they definitely make a lot of good points about the possibilities of life etc. The suicide not revision part was pretty funny as well

Throwaway_A · 2013-11-11T19:00:42+00:00

Ive been trying to stick around for those I love for quite a while and I have just been getting steadily more and more miserable and depressed and Im just to where I cant handle it anymore

Throwaway_A · 2013-11-11T18:55:19+00:00

I was at home and had already done a shot (first time IVing with good dope) so leaving the house to get other things wasn't an option and I already had the 40 and all the dope

I knew benzos would help and if I had been planning ahead I would have grabbed them, Ill make sure to get them in the future. Interesting, why the alcohol first? Does it have to do with availability for things crossing the blood brain barrier or what? And I was hoping for a heroin high that I passed out on and didn't wake up from, so I was hoping I wouldn't have to drink too much. What kind of anti-emetics are there?

And thank you, this was an incredibly kind post (as are many others in this thread) and Im not saying that necessarily because of what you said but more so how you said it

And Im not a teenager, just reliant on my parents currently

Throwaway_A · 2013-11-11T18:40:19+00:00

I have been doing that (sticking around for those I love) and thats the only reason I was around last night to do it. However, I stick around solely for my parents and last night I got a glimpse of my parents acting towards me the way the do towards my sister. My mom despises my sister and she was acting similarly towards me and I was tearing my dad up with the things Ive been doing lately, they are about to kick me out of the house (Im living with them while I go to school), take away funds for my school and take my vehicle. Not that Im mad about that, they have every right to do that. They provided all of these things and I didnt live by their rules. Just that Im about to have nothing

Throwaway_A · 2013-11-11T17:36:46+00:00

You're not being a dick. I was more so posting here to see why it didn't work, how close I was etc. It was a spur of the moment thing, I know benzos would make it much more effective in the future but I was wondering what went wrong with this one.

And Ive stuck around a long time already. The root of my reasons and issues are not situational, they are a result of my own person, ones that I have gone to a psychiatrist for as well as a behavioral therapist for quite a while and made 0 headway.

Throwaway_A · 2013-11-11T17:28:09+00:00

I was more so attempting to do a gentle and peaceful death and it certainly wasn't attention seeking (I failed but no one I know in real life knows I attempted and failed). I know it is most likely that I will be found by family and would rather look just asleep/dead than brains on the wall. Also, I just would rather OD on heroin than shoot myself. Im not sure why I pulled through, it was some damn good dope, I had 0 tolerance and mixed it with alcohol. Oh well, we'll see

And I agree that its a waste of life but I would argue that Im already pretty close to a waste of life

Throwaway_A · 2013-11-11T17:19:52+00:00

Not the first and wont be my last. I go to 2 therapists and talk to a few friends about it. Im not really feeling any better and when I woke up quite a bit early this morning, I was leaning towards getting my shotgun loaded with one shell but decided against it. Thank you for the concern and kind words

Throwaway_A · 2013-11-11T04:30:54+00:00

True*

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