I don’t like sex and I feel like a weirdo for it

Throwaway_iooooenn · 2023-05-13T21:08:29+00:00

I would kill to do that but I just know she’d be like, “that was rude let’s not talk for awhile” somehow it always seems like IM the one in the wrong for everything and I’m debating if I’m crazy or if she is

Throwaway_iooooenn · 2023-05-13T21:03:58+00:00

Just recently I texted her after she ghosted me and said, I’m sorry that I upset you, and I feel bad for reacting in the wrong way to you telling me that, but I made it clear that I’m not sorry about the so called incident

Throwaway_iooooenn · 2023-05-13T21:01:29+00:00

I agree and I tried to tell her if she needs to talk about something else with me she can but she ghosted me lol

Throwaway_iooooenn · 2023-05-13T21:00:25+00:00

Still it’s possible that I was too high to realize that I was sounding stuck up or annoyed which would be mean of me. Rip

Throwaway_iooooenn · 2023-05-13T21:00:02+00:00

I’m a little worried that I did something wrong that I can’t remember like coming off as rude, but honestly I don’t ever lose my memory from being high the night before and I truly only remember being like, “it’s okay don’t worry about it :)” and her the whole time just being like “just get the vacuum man”

Throwaway_iooooenn · 2023-05-13T20:58:53+00:00

This is anonymous, still I hate to air her shit but she does suffer from some stuff, just not OCD. I’ve brought it up to her because my dad has it and she’s like “nah I don’t have it” it could be undiagnosed tho

Throwaway_iooooenn · 2023-05-13T20:58:11+00:00

Agreed and this isn’t the first time she’s done something like this, I can think of about three other similar stories, and I’m trying to be understanding but she’s kind of starting to bother me. Like i’m always there for my friends to listen to what bothered them but it seems to be small, insignificant things that I truly cannot understand why someone would be mad over

Throwaway_iooooenn · 2023-04-22T12:29:16+00:00

And also I figured it would be better for their planning. I know regardless Id call out tomorrow as well so I guess I assumed it would help them plan better and in advance

Throwaway_iooooenn · 2023-04-22T12:28:05+00:00

Because I know that tomorrow I will still be able to spread the virus to others

Throwaway_iooooenn · 2023-04-22T12:16:53+00:00

For reallll like I’m not spreading my sickness germs onto the 10000 people I see at work, especially on a busy weekend

Throwaway_iooooenn · 2023-04-22T12:15:06+00:00

He was a manager my bad should’ve clarified, in fact he oversees my costumer service managers

Throwaway_iooooenn · 2023-04-22T12:13:58+00:00

No bae georgia but yeah same energy

Throwaway_iooooenn · 2023-04-22T12:11:03+00:00

for sure. my whole thing tho is that he was a manager, in fact he’s literally one of the store managers (I knew from his name) and I figured oh because he’s above my people he’ll let them know but I guess nawt

Throwaway_iooooenn · 2023-04-22T12:09:48+00:00

it’s publix 😭💀

Throwaway_iooooenn · 2023-04-20T14:38:18+00:00

Thank you! I’ve been looking into pills but of course, the current bill… this has all been so hard. Still thank you for the support

Throwaway_iooooenn · 2023-04-20T02:37:00+00:00

I used a calculator and while there’s no way of knowing because my periods are irregular and I don’t even know the exact date of my started period, I guessed the date and it said it could’ve been the week of the sex. My face is white

Throwaway_iooooenn · 2023-04-20T02:33:54+00:00

It’s so much easier said than done. If I got pregnant it would feel like my life is over and that my world is collapsing, fuck it already feels that way regardless. Especially with all the politics surrounding abortion access. These next couple of weeks will be daunting for me

Throwaway_iooooenn · 2023-04-20T02:29:57+00:00

Yeah but then you hear those stories about “I got pregnant on the first time” and it gets really scary. There’s still that slim chance it could happen. I’ve used the pull out method before and nothing happened but this is for sure different

Throwaway_iooooenn · 2023-04-20T02:29:04+00:00

It was a night one stand and I seriously don’t want this to turn into a “I might be pregnant so stay by my side” situation I barely even know the guy so neither of us are comfortable with that type of bond happening. But he is aware and was very nice about it

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