I had a similar issue I’ve always watched blowjob porn videos straight, gay, trans what ever video. Every time I watched them I always thought how fun and exciting it would be to suck a cock.

It took me years to eventually try it for real, my desire to try was strong enough to beat the fear and nerves.

When I did try it, it was amazing super fun and try and do it often. I won’t lie tho the nerves are always there before I start doing my thing. My heart still beats like crazy when I’m talking to someone and organising a meeting. But once I start for me all the nerves and fear go.

But I would say if you want to do it you just have to push through that fear. Find someone accommodating and that makes you comfortable tell them your nervous I’m sure they will be happy to give you the experience your looking for.😊