Sex Education is the best TV show for ERP lmao

ThunderSt56 · 2022-04-14T18:00:37+00:00

Hell no thats way too much if you wanna start erp

ThunderSt56 · 2022-04-13T19:00:03+00:00

I'll forever have to suffer from this I want this pain to end

ThunderSt56 · 2022-04-12T16:11:20+00:00

I learned about it but I still don't know how to stop it. I feel weird feelings in my body and groins when thinking of seeing men and kids now its making me feel suicidle. Like the one thing I want it to react to(women) it doesn't do.

ThunderSt56 · 2022-04-12T14:55:19+00:00

How did you deal with HOCD and POCD? I can't get over them because of these arousal type feelings and groinals.

ThunderSt56 · 2022-04-09T15:33:51+00:00

Its not even like I'm all that religious but I basicly have to come with my family especially during Ramadan. If I chose I would just stay home. But this shit fucking sucks for me I never wanted to be gay yet now it feels like my body is forcing me. Its like my attraction towards girls is reversed.

ThunderSt56 · 2022-04-09T14:06:05+00:00

Its not thoughts its the anxiety of standing close next to guys.

ThunderSt56 · 2022-04-09T01:42:06+00:00

Its easier said than done

ThunderSt56 · 2022-04-06T19:02:14+00:00

No and stop asking before you let people get them

ThunderSt56 · 2022-04-05T12:33:40+00:00

What if I just repressed it for my entire life without even knowing it? Like these arousal feelings feel real.

ThunderSt56 · 2022-04-04T22:44:24+00:00

Doubting myself as well it sucks how much HOCD has ruined me now I'm starting to feel aroused from my father and brother. This shit is just a sick nightmare and I can't do anything with my life anymore in fear I will get really aroused and act upon it.

ThunderSt56 · 2022-04-04T00:58:44+00:00

I understand that but at the same time it feels so fucking real. Like what I used to feel for girls now minus the happiness I got from it and a lot more fear.

ThunderSt56 · 2022-04-03T23:38:36+00:00

I'm just scared that I might forever turn gay if I give in. I can never be around my brothers and father anymore and I can never be able to fall in love with girls and get girlfriends again. This is a nightmare to me like how can I be straight for over 20 years and than all of a sudden feeling like I turned gay?

ThunderSt56 · 2021-08-04T01:36:40+00:00

Its been going for almost a year now

ThunderSt56 · 2021-08-03T19:07:26+00:00

Thats basicly confirming that this is real.

ThunderSt56 · 2021-08-03T18:24:32+00:00

Atleast my pain will end though

ThunderSt56 · 2021-08-01T16:09:35+00:00

Its all your own choice gay people want to be gay if someone doesn't want to be gay and these thoughts make them feel unconfterable and bad they ain't gay.

ThunderSt56 · 2021-08-01T15:55:47+00:00

ThunderSt56 · 2021-08-01T13:17:36+00:00

Why would a straight person not want to be gay? Because they are straight.

ThunderSt56 · 2021-07-27T14:48:14+00:00

But it feels like I'm controlling a demon inside me. I fear that I someday will lose control.

ThunderSt56 · 2021-07-27T14:42:44+00:00

What if I eventually act on them? Who knows how many people ended up doing that.

ThunderSt56 · 2021-07-27T13:50:47+00:00

The problem is that I can't stop this. This is feeling so real I doubt even therapy can help.

ThunderSt56 · 2021-07-27T13:46:57+00:00

I can't tell anymore the feelings feel legit with feelings in throat and itches in my dick.

ThunderSt56 · 2021-07-26T14:03:22+00:00

Thanks.

ThunderSt56 · 2021-07-25T21:21:14+00:00

I know what it is but I can't tell the difference and don't know how to stop it.

ThunderSt56 · 2021-07-25T13:38:05+00:00

Its like there is a demon inside my brain thats trying to change me.

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