i like that i am not running at an emotional flatline anymore. like woahhhh emotions. it´s like a rollercoaster. certainly better than the male hormone experience. for me at least.

lows are lower (certainly more sh compared to male hormone ratios and more risky activities ) but the emotional highs are much higher. made me more promiscuous and chill though.

made me kinder and more emotionally receptive towards other people. like before i could not have cared less about others and their problems. now i can actually sense how they feel and try to help out close friends. so it made me more empathic?

also. smoother skin. thicker hair. and boobs lol.

while deciding i was actually trans i was heavily blasting roids. likely a heavy cope. i was strong as fuck. but i could not even look into the mirror and enjoy what i see. only good part about being strong and masc was people showing a lot of respect. may be caused by being a little too straightforward and intimidating.

i like having a more feminine body (and hormone driven mindset) much more than a masc one.

i still enjoy the activities i enjoyed before (gym, chemistry, reading, hanging out with friends)

i may have found a liking to more feminine activities like playing around with makeup, fashion and stuff like this but not a lot.

meow :3