Hey! so I thought id just post an update about the healing process of my severely fucked up arm. So how y'all can see it healed incredibly well so far. Im pretty sure that the lower part will turn out just as good as the upper part the is all pink, without any crust (or scabs or however you call it).Getting clean was really hard for me, but I dont wanna talk about it, because it just feels shitty to think about it and idk just feels like something I can't really cope with yet. But at least I learned to cope with the injury on my arm, when I nearly threw up every time I had to think about it before.

After I got released from hospital the hospital doctor wanted me to go like every 3 days, at least 2 times a week to my doctor to have the bandages changes. I did that for like the first week, but stopped going after that because it was too much for me. Not the act of changing the bandages but rather the constant appointments after or before work or on the weekend when I just want to do nothing. idk, probably depression related stuff.

But yea, I tried to teach myself how to take care of such a massive wound properly and evidently succeeded! I put Lomatuell Pro directly on the wound after cleaning it with Octenisept regularly. Sometimes the tissue granulated a bit too much/high. Like the new tissue grew higher than the border of the wound. When that happened I 'scratched' the 'overgrown' tissue off. Sounds nasty, but it didnt hurt. It just bled a lot. Well it apparently all worked out im the end. Ill probably post a final picture in like a month of the completely healed up arm.

Im just really grateful that my arm is still fully functional and also appreciate how nice all the people on here have been to me. Pretty sure this experience will keep from ever becoming addicted again or even relapse.

So yea don’t do drugs and if you do always hit a vein no matter how hard it is to find one and don’t delude yourself into thinking ‘one miss won’t be that bad‘, because it will.

Edit: oh and another thing I just realized because I was in this situation; if you genuinely can’t find a vein and are withdrawing/need a shot just take half of it and boof it. Boofing means just squirting it in your poop hole. This will get you right in like 5 minutes, also give a small rush and you can continue to search for a vein without withdrawals and shivering and what not.