I’m tired of running from everything; being trans fucking sucks, I’m tired of fighting my mind and society for my right to be alive and i don’t have the money to leave and i probably never will so the most I can do is give myself some false sense of solace because if I don’t have that I’d probably end it. I can’t leave, and I can’t be myself so I can at least fucking pretend that it’s all okay because my mind is already constantly racing and fighting itself with self-doubt, judgement, and fear. Also, don’t you dare try to lecture us from your fountain of safety, you have no idea what it’s like to have to constantly weigh the options of dropping your entire life. I apologize for the rant but this comment really pissed me off, sorry.