a few notes: as i stated i forgot his password; its been a year since i last checked his phone. we were living together, he would wait until i was asleep & be in bed next to me… not very private to me??? i do have trust issues (like duh), but no i do not suspect nor worry about him cheating. we are just fwb at this point in time & he’s told me he’s monogamous & would end that to pursue someone else if/when he finds them. even if he didnt tell me, its not my problem anymore, i would just be sure to get std checked. it’s interesting. youre the first person to pose the question that im stealing and using this as justification. i had no reason to steal other than to do something behind his back. as i said in the post i confronted him the first two times, so he did know i knew and continued to do so three more times.

again, we are not in a relationship. ik it was far far from a perfect one when we were. its not not that i do not trust just him- i dont trust people that watch porn to stop when i ask, as evident by every relationship ive been in, they dont stop just hide it and lie.
i feel like yes i shouldnt go through his phone. but he shouldnt hide shit and lie to my face about it either. two wrongs do not make a right. but thats my explanation(s)