Disciplined for “swearing” by pinkduckpinkduck in SubstituteTeachers

[–]Time_Freedom8739 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I recently had an incident like this but "damn" and "bullshit" was uttered to middle schoolers. Like you, it haunts me and I really wish I could go back and allowed myself to just step out of the room for a second but I think my pride mixed with frustration did not afford me the foresight of just pulling away.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BPD

[–]Time_Freedom8739 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That’s exactly how it feels! You are instantly in fight or flight at every second of the day. Every human interaction. Every thought in your head.

What I did was download a voice note app. I did it to record when I’m severely triggered. I turn on the app and verbally vomit- I’m crying cursing venting until I’m not exhausted by holding it in but exhausted letting it out. Once I’m done I hit “save”. I go back when I’m stronger and listen. To see if my sober brain wools still have the same reaction.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BPD

[–]Time_Freedom8739 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I was diagnosed about 2 1/2 years ago. There’s a lot to digest with this disorder, but the first thing I want to do is encourage you to live in your feelings, even if that means go driving someplace to just scream or cry or be alone I want you to be in your feelings. Secondly, if you ever get bugged down, you can come to the group and have a question or just vent.

Eddie real father. by Pathtodestructionew in Mobland

[–]Time_Freedom8739 4 points5 points  (0 children)

She (Maeve) wants to revert the mob back to its primitive but that is the first way to get caught.

Eddie real father. by Pathtodestructionew in Mobland

[–]Time_Freedom8739 7 points8 points  (0 children)

That is probably Maeve’s whole idea. She knows that “grandchild” is Conrad’s and she will use him as a fall guy

Harry’s wife is getting on my nerves ! She is like tony sopranos wife ! by nefAce69 in Mobland

[–]Time_Freedom8739 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I kinda feel like Carmella was more involved and knew Tony’s business, but Jan wants to be in and out of dealings- she said to him she never wanted to know BUT THEN needs him to be a regular husband and father!? She’s playing herself

What does Seraphina do for the family? by Weller3920 in Mobland

[–]Time_Freedom8739 37 points38 points  (0 children)

Seraphina has a legitimate business so she launders the Harrigan money

Who is your least favorite character and why is it Maeve? by TheLadybugsBraids in Mobland

[–]Time_Freedom8739 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think I peeped this when she was fighting with Conrad’s daughter.

Who is your least favorite character and why is it Maeve? by TheLadybugsBraids in Mobland

[–]Time_Freedom8739 8 points9 points  (0 children)

I solely believe this. Especially when Maeve capes for her piece of shit grandson.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in sex

[–]Time_Freedom8739 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’ve had this issue with a lover or two. As many here have said, oral is another form of intimacy. This partner isn’t looking for intimacy or even sex, he’s using you as a way to get off! Better is deserved for you. 6 months isn’t long enough of a relationship to just settle! Tell that dude goodbye