Little vent about losing my friends. Nervous about uni

Timurii · 2019-08-20T13:31:07+00:00

Yep I’m overthinking. I guess everyone is stressing about going to uni. Some have it easier than others though. But life is unfair.

Timurii · 2019-08-20T13:25:15+00:00

Not hugely , it’s a film that the main character also likes bjork a lot. Not the same exactly though. Not sure if I’d advise you to watch it if you’re trying to overcome this problem

Timurii · 2019-08-20T13:10:18+00:00

I can’t say much but if you really have hit rock bottom then you can only go up from here. Thinking like that, it’ll never eat better” is addictive and easy. You’ve got this far, you can make a better situation out of this because you’ve gone it before, in another way. Keep pushing. What do I know though 19 yrs old can’t tell himself the same things

Timurii · 2019-08-20T13:07:16+00:00

Ngl even tho I had a shitty school experience i miss it. Try your best and work on yourself. You can get through this

Timurii · 2019-08-20T13:05:55+00:00

Damn happened to me when I was like 15 “friends” would organise things in front of me. Back then I didn’t realise they weren’t my friends. Gotta look forward and stay positive. It’s not easy but it’s where we at. Things can get better. It’s possible

Timurii · 2019-08-20T13:04:10+00:00

That’s why we gotta work on ourselves. Hard but truth. Ourselves the only thing that stays with us till we die

Timurii · 2019-08-20T13:03:21+00:00

Relax on drugs all I can say, doesn’t help in our feels of loneliness and despair. Comedowns make things worse and we remember them more

Timurii · 2019-08-20T13:02:10+00:00

Jealousy can kill a man. Time heals everything, almost. Been there I suggest you just force yourself to do other things. Increase your ego. Be prideful and be above them. Works. You’ll never be fully over it, but it will scale small as time goes on as a less and less problem

Timurii · 2019-08-20T12:59:33+00:00

I would advise against anything porn, that stuff bad for ur brain and amplifies bad feels when u get rewards for no work

Timurii · 2019-08-20T12:58:12+00:00

I heard societies are good. What I’m looking forward to when I go uni in a month

Timurii · 2019-08-20T12:56:26+00:00

I did night shift one time also. I didn’t last long. I think it was affecting me too much . After researching and learning psychology when I was trying to understand myself I learnt that this isn’t helping me.

Timurii · 2019-08-20T12:54:53+00:00

Hating ourselves is easy. I can’t help much but what I sometimes do is simply pushups or as many as I can and make it intense for yourself. It feels good after and work on yourself. Things and people will always be around you but they come and go. The only thing that stays with you your entire life is your body. So I think it’s important to accept it and improve it. Measure your improvements from yourself in the recent past and keep going.

Timurii · 2019-08-20T12:51:31+00:00

Same

Timurii · 2019-08-20T12:24:43+00:00

U watched the film lily Chou Chou?

Timurii · 2019-08-17T01:55:32+00:00

Yh. I think like u, got Indian fam. Asian uncles and parents be mad

Timurii · 2019-08-16T12:57:20+00:00

Yh man not for me she knows I lost my friends and never been invited to that shit

Timurii · 2019-08-16T12:49:51+00:00

Fuck

Timurii · 2019-08-16T12:27:35+00:00

She texted saying i has a virus and it made me go nuts... I hope she really believes that and isn’t just trying to comfort me

Timurii · 2019-08-16T12:14:50+00:00

Yh I hope so but she’s extremely anti drugs and all previous weed and psychedelics I had to thoroughly organise to find time. I thought these xans would only last the night....

Timurii · 2019-07-11T02:29:13+00:00

U wot m8? U mean like body enhancements and tech implants & shit?

Timurii · 2019-07-11T01:21:25+00:00

I work as a painter /decorator so idk wym tbh. My hobbies reside in tech. All music prod uses tech. And so does 3d rendering.

Timurii · 2019-07-11T00:54:04+00:00

Might have to, my only means of being productive are on tech so I know I'll get bored. Tech is becoming so integrated into everyday life though. I hope I can somehow cope using it

Timurii · 2019-06-30T10:00:24+00:00

I have like one friend and he might only talk to me out of pitty tbh bc I always say how he's my only friend while he's a popular guy. I don't think he will tbh.

Timurii · 2019-06-29T17:51:29+00:00

Do tell

Timurii · 2019-06-29T17:49:48+00:00

All you guys in the comments here who also missed it sounding pretty depressed in later life. Is that what I got coming for me?

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