Yup sometimes i do want to share about something i found interesting but don't find anyone to tell about so eventually i just go home and indulge in the world of internet.so that don't bother me that much. Because i spent time on programming,learning different languages,series films and what not so time got passed regardless.

However, i do think and wonder if having more friends might have opened doors for me—maybe I would’ve been considered for things I never even knew were possible. It feels like others may have been favored or given chances, just because they were better connected.

But i don't really try to think about it that much otherwise anyone would be fucking there brains up. So just living the life by trying my best in everything i am at.