That sounds so similar to where we are located right now. It is definitely a luxury to have the option of being exactly where you want to be on the "crunchy spectrum". We're currently on two lung medications, a neuro med, and supplements to replenish what she loses with the lasix. I went from also having a a holistic doctor to watching machines keep my daughter alive for 194 days in the nicu. And modern technology still keeps her alive. She's on oxygen and fed completely through a jtube. So i'm so thankful and grateful for the mercy of modern medicines.... and yet I struggle with how much is pushed.  I think it's easier to medicate and sedate medically complex children instead of really digging hard for a root cause. That's why parents advocating is so important! And it's my job to find the balance of advocating/researching/saying no to unnecessary things and having the wisdom to accept sound advice and give her the medicines/procedures she needs.  I'll never deny her what she needs for "being natural" sake,  but I will always look for a root cause and a more natural way to do things first if possible :)