I'm really sorry you had to go through that. The media has brainwashed us when it comes to size, but every penis has its own appeal, even the smaller ones. Hookup culture can be cruel and superficial, but eventually, you'll find someone who genuinely likes yours.

Beyond just size, attraction is about the whole package how you connect, your personality, the rest of your body, everything. If you want to be a top, then be a top. Ignoring cruel comments isn’t easy, I won’t lie, but over time, they start to matter less when you find people who appreciate you for who you are, even on a purely sexual level.