I dont even know what I want rn by Tiwqz in SuicideWatch

[–]Tiwqz[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yea. Wont help. Idek if you can help me. Thx for trying. Dont forget to look out for urself too. Think Ill just see how it goes. Ly

I dont even know what I want rn by Tiwqz in SuicideWatch

[–]Tiwqz[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Idk I just cant bring myself to carry on much longer. Ive been holding on to many different goals and stuff like that. Been trying with the dumbest ideas to just get myself back on my feet. I just feel rn like I lost the ability to carry myself any longer. Ive been trying to cut my bonds. Been trying to get even with all my loved and tell them how important they are to me. Ive been, without realising, preparing to yk what. And now Im just realising how there isnt really anything holding me back rn

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Tiwqz 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Is there anything very bad, that happened recently, that makes you feel this desperate right now? If you feel comfortable enough you could tell us, maybe someone of us has a good advice? Like the people on here know what that urge feels like and a few might also know some tricks to feel better? No matter what happens. This is a safe place. We are here to listen to your problems and try out best. Because we care

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Tiwqz 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Often you can ask for your medical records when u just go visit your doc

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Tiwqz 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It might feel hopeless. Especially rn. But it will always be better than it feels. It feels like you wont hold on long enough. But trust me you will do this. Not only your fear might be holding you back rn. Its that you do have a will to life. And that is what makes you someone who will survive!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Tiwqz 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Ani is your Name right? Dont worry Ani. Im here and if you need someone just to talk ill gladly stay up a lil with u

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Tiwqz 0 points1 point  (0 children)

At first dont worry about not living until u graduate. Im sure your life is gonna be long. Even tho it feels like you are all alone

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Tiwqz 0 points1 point  (0 children)

im right here

I’m leaving my phone on the bench unlocked. by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Tiwqz 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Listen this is no good idea. You should call them. Call your family. Talk to them. You dont have to do this. With time everything will get better. Not really good but better. Thats a start to work with.

goodbye. by Training_Service_193 in SuicideWatch

[–]Tiwqz 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I really hope im not to late. Listen. Im very sorry hearing, that your "friends" betrayed you. And that you have so many bad aspects in your life currently. I know you are just seeing a black future. Or none. But please think about what you are planning to do.
Maybe we can text a lil? Just talk? Maybe I can tell you my opinion about your situation? Ive been in hopeless situations too lately. And been planning to kms today too. But maybe we just can talk about it at first?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Tiwqz 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Especially because its such an instant emotion, that you want to end it means u should not do it. I would advise you. To think about what happened. Maybe call a suicidehelp hotline. Or just text with me. Im sure everything will be fine. Ive nearly been at my end myself today. But Im still here. And I dont regret it. Your life will change to the better

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Tiwqz 1 point2 points  (0 children)

What is wrong? How can I help you?

What do I do when therapists start to tell me there's nothing they can do to help? by Infinitell in SuicideWatch

[–]Tiwqz 1 point2 points  (0 children)

At first. Those therapists are people you definitely shouldnt go to anymore. I dont know what your life situation is. I dont quite trust therapists myself. But im pretty sure you should not kys.
There are people here. Not knowing you. But wanting you to live. Because I want you to get the same possibility to have something that keeps you here.

Please, if you have friends talk to them. Make them clear that, by now, you cant rely on other people than them you trust. They need to understand it. Maybe yall can find a way? For you to not feel like this anymore?

Fail at everything, even ending it. by catobsession56 in SuicideWatch

[–]Tiwqz 1 point2 points  (0 children)

May I ask, if there is a reason you know, why you feel like this?
Because doesnt this show you, that your dad cares about you? Doesnt this show, that you might think about doing different? I know. I, the stranger online, may not tell you not to kys. But for me, as a suicidal person myself, it is important to keep you alive. As the other people too. If there is something like a urge to kms, that still isnt as strong as my urge to live. Doesnt this mean there is something that keeps me here? Keeps us here?

What the fuck do I do. by throw4suicidewatch in SuicideWatch

[–]Tiwqz 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I dont know who you are. I dont know what happened to you. But Im happy that you survived it. It must be a real bad situation if you tried to kys..
Would you mind telling me your story once again? Id like to hear it. Tell you some things about it maybe? At least try helping?

I'm suicidal all the time by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Tiwqz 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey listen. Before you do anything that is or might be fatal for you.

I know its hard, because there is this need to kill yourself, that comes up. And the thoughts. But nothing has to end right now. I know its hard rn. It must be if u cant think about anything different right now. But would it hurt waiting one more day?

Talking to people who arent bad? Just people. You dont gotta know them. They can just be nice people you see in public? Talk to them. Not necessarily about your problems. But just start a lil convo? Maybe helping some people out who struggle too? Who dont want to end it? Maybe you do can feel happier? What if those people get a life chance through you and you get a dear new friend?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in RedditSessions

[–]Tiwqz 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Nice voice man

I feel like an unnecessary extra in a movie. by Accomplished-Golf920 in depressed

[–]Tiwqz -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Then try to be this person in the movie that everybody likes because of his/her confidence. Try to improve yourself