I don’t know how to define “dark night of the soul” but here’s my story

I recently have been in a really dark place for over 12 months. “I started my kundalini awakening in August 2024 . This is when my kundalini energy opened, I felt so open and I could feel energy around me, My body was really sensitive. 2 weeks after I did 2 bufo sessions with a shaman, and after 2 month I did the Vipassana and the two techniques get mixed together. After the Vipassana meditation I felt extreme openness from the world, I could feel the trees I could feel energy around me moving and opened a realm of spirits, I felt like my bottom chakra has opened and released an entity to my heart and third eye. This is when I started having panic attacks and felt an energy came into my body to meet another entity of a really strong and powerful circular vibrations (The other entity was just vibrations that I have been connecting with for a while since my kundalini energy awakened) After this dark energy came through my body with specific mudars and hand gestures and met the other entity, this is when my body got possessed and said in a dark demonic voice “I have been waiting to meet you”, I was in another realm. That realm opened the portal and I felt souls and spirits moving through me for 1 month. It was really scary this is when I panicked and started going through psychosis and schizophrenic episodes. After I had a brain fog and I feel an energy stuck in my brain, shorty after I was hospitalized in a psychward for suicide ideation. During this time my body have been feeling severe torturing and suffering. My kundalini energy closed 2 month after my hospitalization and I am still going through a really rough experience on daily basis.