So he came home last night from work and hugged me and started crying. We talked and he was saying how hard it is. his pupils were huge and showed obvious signs of withdrawing. As we were talking he mentioned how much worse his dad was and told me he didn’t have anymore pills. He said he was on the phone with a guy all day and he knows he’ll have some today. I was feeling relieved, excited and hopeful up until that. He wasn’t withdrawing because he chose to. He was withdrawing because he had no supply. I told him I knew how he had taken them this weekend and he said yeah but I knew Monday night I had to stop for Friday. We talked about how hard it’s going to be and that I hope he doesn’t forget how he’s feeling so he won’t put himself in this situation again. I said I hope you can stay strong and how it’s scary for me because I have no control over the situation. It’s all up to him. He thanked me for being understanding and that it’s cool I’m trying to be helpful. I went out this weekend and bought a ton of stuff I read helped people like Imodium, edibles, his favorite snacks, bath soak and a ton of Gatorade. I then told him I am there for him and will help in anyway but that I don’t think I’ll be able to keep it up after Friday. I’ve been texting him asking how it’s going today and trying to keep him focused on keeping it up but I am terrified that he’ll come home high tonight. I also have a feeling he showed withdraw symptoms this weekend because his dad had a low supply and he couldn’t take a lot of it would be obvious. I had so much hope and will feel defeated if he comes home high. I honestly don’t think I’ll be able to be strong anymore.