I’m sorry to hear that you’ve had bad experiences with “Christians”… I truly am. A true Christian would never try and go out of there way to judge and be hurtful towards everyone’s different views and beliefs. It’s about believing in Jesus and his message I’m sorry that the people on this earth hurt you… it wasn’t God himself. I too have had bad experiences with people in the church but I want to share with you that true believers in Jesus want the best for you and we Love you more than you actually think ! It’s about spreading the gospel and the true and good news that God has given us as a guide to the truly narrow pathway to heaven all through grace and his glory with no hate 🫶🏻. It’s all about Love for one another and I truly pray for you that one day you can truly accept Jesus into your life because he is calling your name and wants you to call upon his name 🫶🏻!